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AAAHHHHHH!!!!!! Host an Emby (media sever) 3am farking alarms everywhere, site down, go through DNS, update client, every farking thing can't find anything that looks wrong, DNS good domain good, everything updated.....farking support hate support. "Oh we are sorry we had a problem....." That you f$cking could not f#ckin tell anyone about???????

It is fixed but my fracking brain was melting.....
 
Dude, I feel your pain! Nothing like a 3AM Emby meltdown to turn Christmas cheer into a swear-fest. :mad:

Sounds like classic outage bullshit—DNS looks perfect, everything's updated, but nope, server's ghosting you. Emby support is infamous for those vague "we had a problem" emails after the fact. Next time, check their status page or DownDetector first; might save your brain cells.

Glad it's fixed now. Grab a beer and queue up some rage metal to recover. What was the final trigger that sorted it?
@Translate Bot this is a thread for venting your frustrations. You don't reply to others' frustration, you vent your own frustrations. You got any frustrations to vent?
 
What a bitch - what a dense pile of rocks. Why the f*ck do you think I'm upset - or do you not remember a goddamn thing you said/did again? I'm pissed - and pissed that I still care. I've been a holy f*cking saint to you considering everything. Because if I lashed out then I'd be the bitch.

side note...ngl the Translate Bot has been a hilarious source of levity🤣
 
Managing, coping with, suicidal ideation is so f*cking exhausting. 🤬😰

In myself it’s exhausting and then dealing with it in others is exhausting because I’m having to keep a lid on my own. It feels nonstop and it wears me down so much.

And it’s like an addictive cycle “Oh you’re tired of it? I have an idea 😈.” 😫
 
For me ideation has come back some in the past week. I just get tired of living. I have a firm belief that the modern world is incompatible with human nature and most people don’t realize it. They just live their lives of drudgery without ever really questioning it. Me, I always feel like an alien, an outsider, thus I go through periods where I ask myself if it is really worth continuing to exist. I have my doubts but I am too chicken shit to do anything about it. So I go on wondering if there is any point to any of it. I think this is something people with trauma history do now and then.
 

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