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This is just an observation and general question.
I quit taking taking Lexapro in the beginning of November because I was tired of the flat affect and loss of my sex drive. Of course, I then experience increased anxiety and cannot sleep. I go back to my P and she tells me to go back on Lexapro at an increased dose and prescribes Trazadone PRN.
Trazadone lets me sleep. So I take it and increase the Lexapro. Two things that I notice, one on nights I take the Trazadone, I wake up feeling great. No anxiety and no depression, but it wears off in a few hours. Nights that I don't take the Trazadone, I wake up anxious, depressed or both.
Now here is the really weird part, its been almost two weeks on the increased dose of Lexapro and I swear a few days ago, it was the first time in six months I wanted to cut and had suicidal idealization. Yes, there was increased stress, but was that the cause?
When I used to take Zoloft or Prozac, there was no doubt they increased the suicidal tendencies. Lexapro is an SSRI and my gut is telling me that this drug is also contributing to the recent decline. My gut is also telling me that Trazadone, a serotonin modulator is really working for me. Problem is my script say 25mgs to 150 mgs at night as needed. I am not kidding, that is the variance.
150 mgs and I sleep and enjoy a few hours the next day feeling really good. Now here is the question, has anyone been prescribed Trazadone as a main anti-depressant that they take even during the day? I am calling my P on Monday to see about using it on a regular basis, not just PRN. I am also going to discuss what I suspect about the Lexapro.
I've had five years of ineffective meds and just stumbled across the Trazadone by accident. It is just so good to find something that works. Other than making sure I don't take it on an empty stomach (can make you nauseous) there are no side effects.
Just looking for some feedback, as I don't trust my "gut" and want to make sure that I am not so desperate, or gun shy of SSRI's, that a serotonin modulator isn't anything more than just a sleep aid.
I quit taking taking Lexapro in the beginning of November because I was tired of the flat affect and loss of my sex drive. Of course, I then experience increased anxiety and cannot sleep. I go back to my P and she tells me to go back on Lexapro at an increased dose and prescribes Trazadone PRN.
Trazadone lets me sleep. So I take it and increase the Lexapro. Two things that I notice, one on nights I take the Trazadone, I wake up feeling great. No anxiety and no depression, but it wears off in a few hours. Nights that I don't take the Trazadone, I wake up anxious, depressed or both.
Now here is the really weird part, its been almost two weeks on the increased dose of Lexapro and I swear a few days ago, it was the first time in six months I wanted to cut and had suicidal idealization. Yes, there was increased stress, but was that the cause?
When I used to take Zoloft or Prozac, there was no doubt they increased the suicidal tendencies. Lexapro is an SSRI and my gut is telling me that this drug is also contributing to the recent decline. My gut is also telling me that Trazadone, a serotonin modulator is really working for me. Problem is my script say 25mgs to 150 mgs at night as needed. I am not kidding, that is the variance.
150 mgs and I sleep and enjoy a few hours the next day feeling really good. Now here is the question, has anyone been prescribed Trazadone as a main anti-depressant that they take even during the day? I am calling my P on Monday to see about using it on a regular basis, not just PRN. I am also going to discuss what I suspect about the Lexapro.
I've had five years of ineffective meds and just stumbled across the Trazadone by accident. It is just so good to find something that works. Other than making sure I don't take it on an empty stomach (can make you nauseous) there are no side effects.
Just looking for some feedback, as I don't trust my "gut" and want to make sure that I am not so desperate, or gun shy of SSRI's, that a serotonin modulator isn't anything more than just a sleep aid.