My friend's molester (a serial child molester and very scary person) somehow managed to get out of jail and my friend (very liberal and not the gun typed) has discussed getting a gun to protect him and his family if need be. I never even thought about this before because I don't even know if I could bring myself to push someone or anything. I am just naturally very averse to hurting anyone. But I do not feel actively in danger unless my PTSD is VERY active and intense. Realistically, I am safe from the people who have hurt me and none of them know my current location; two of them do know I live in New York but they have no idea what neighborhood and I realistically think it would be very difficult to find me.
I haven't pressed charges against any of the people who committed crimes against me. If I did press charges (I often consider it but the worst-case scenario is just so unbearable to think about) and my rapist was released from jail, I might consider a gun but with extreme caution and after discussion with my therapist. I am not physically strong and my biggest fear is it would be used against me.
It had been recommended that I consider getting a service animal. I am fostering a large dog and may end up adopting it, and will likely eventually adopt a larger, stronger breed of dog. I think this will make me feel more safe, and because it will be a service animal I will be able to bring it anywhere with me.