What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[CraftyCath]

2cd round of chemo rougher

Love to you (((((Froggie))))) x

Cried all the way home in the car!

((((((Ms Spock))))) I'm here if you ever want to talk!

I am feeling the burn after a 3.5 mile run

Sazza, if I tried to run I'd pee myself!!!!!! :laugh:

 

[goingonhope]

ifonly, I know what this is like and it's wicked awful. I am so sorry you're feeling this way and ill right now. I do hope you get to feeling better.

A number of times I haven't had the guts to say how I felt when feeling likewise:

Extremely angry, aggravated, enraged, upset, irate, annoyed, stressed, anxious, overwhelmed. Irritated and mad beyond words. I cried so hard I vomited.

Now? Sick.

Spent.

So I give you lots of credit for such honesty.

Take it easy ifonly and take in some good self-care.

 

[ifonly]

Thank you goingonhope. A quiet night in the dark with the lights off & the windows open is soothing. Sunglasses required to use the laptop, my eyes are sore.

 

[KP the nut]

I feel tired after a night full of truely horrid nightmares. However I am proud that I got up and went to work, which was very busy, lots of calls and things happening. I should have a nap but I need to do some cleaning.

 

[Aggie]

Increased anxiety, not terrible though
Wanting to puke
Lethargic

 

[Deaf Global Nomad]

A little ambivalent... It is Mom's birthday and she gets to celebrate it by starting radiation therapy (and she is scared about it). Bright and I are going along to help brighten her day.

 

[Deaf Global Nomad]

Sending warm thoughts and hugs to Froggie!

 

[Queen Boudica]

I am a tangled mass of guilt and sadness and weakness and fear and anger and confusion about who I am. How do I untangle that mess?

 

[Sandra]

Come live with me. I can make you laugh and smile you will forget your troubles. ;)

Hugs for Lizio.

 

[Sazza]

((((((((((Froggie)))))) (((((((Deaf global nomad))))))))) i am sure your visit will brighten her day ((((((((Lizio))))))

Today i feel quite numb and calm, reminds me of why i don't like antidepressants part me welcomes the number feeling but at same time its horrible like being a zombie could hit me in face and i wouldn't feel it.

 

[ifonly]

A little ambivalent... It is Mom's birthday and she gets to celebrate it by starting radiation therapy (and she is scared about it). Bright and I are going along to help brighten her day.

You're both very kind, DGN. Can you maybe give your mamabear a little special keepsake for her to hold in her hand during the radiation therapy? Something soft, small that reminds her of good things - something comforting which helps her to feel less afraid.

 

[Bosco2153]

I feel scared. I feel my heart beating fast. I feel like turning my phone off and hiding in the closet. I feel anxious. I feel like someone might knock on the door or peek through the window behind me. I feel ugly and retarded. I feel like a failure as a mother and wife. I feel embarressed.