What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Iam]

2cd round of chemo rougher - no false teeth in today as I will probably passing my day in the towel bowl. :sick:

Prayers going out for you Froggie. (((HUGS)))

 

[Iam]

Somewhat better today.
The anxiety is starting to ease up a bit. If I think about the crap with my BP mom it increases so am really trying to turn that recorder in my head off. It's so damned hard to do though. Wish I could put it in my mental file cabinet and that it would stay there instead of continually escaping!

 

[Sazza]

(((((iam)))))

I spoke to soon earlier all sudden started feeling jittery and Palpatations feeling sick. Don't know if it the anxiety. I feel drained this keeps happening I think there may be something more to it have noticed few occasions when happens my heart rate has been on low side will have keep eye.

 

[Iam]

That happens to me with anxiety or panic attacks Sazza, but it might be wise to have your dr check it out. If nothing else it will put your mind at rest about that possibility. Then you can focus on the ways to calm your anxiety.

HUGS

 

[jo may]

Extremely angry, aggravated, enraged, upset, irate, annoyed, stressed, anxious, overwhelmed. Irritated and mad beyond words. I cried so hard I vomited.

Now? Sick.

Spent.

Oh that's truly awful, I am still at that stage except I now know when I'm going to exploded. I send you lot's of ((((hugs))))

 

[jo may]

I feel tired and pis**d off in a big way, maybe because all I'm doing is stressing out about next weekend. But what really makes me mad is I was ok about it all, then the hubby and my best friend started panicing as I'm not well right now:mad:

I had to make a point of saying "hang on now,1 I refuse to upset/let down my daughter, 2 I want to spend time with my her as we don't get to much anymore, 3 I'M A DARM LOT STRONGER THAN PEOPLE THINK!!!
So I would like it if people stopped treating me like I'm bloody fragile and I'm going to have a breakdown or something:mad:

Also saw my son's teacher I still don't like her, think she is very condesceding and patronising, yet my hubby loves her because she's the only one of his teachers that's liked him:rolleyes:

And I'm still in pain lot's of pain but I'm trying to deal with it:)

 

[Sandra]

Calm down Jo May.

 

[jo may]

Calm down Jo May.

HAHAHAHA yeah I know it felt good to get it out though:roflmao:

 

[Sethe]

Neutral- maybe a little lighthearted. Hell's freezing over.

 

[goingonhope]

The day's long over so I'm not feeling anything except exhausted. Daughter has school pictures tommorrow. I have fluroangiogram tommorrow in the city and then another appt. elsewhere. We need to cram in inspection and a number of other things into tommorrow. Needless to say I'm not looking forward to tommorrow. Must get some sleep and hope that I can sleep.

I feel confused, exhausted, and worn-out.

 

[ifonly]

ooh, goingonhope - I'm sorry you've had a tough day and I also hope you have a good night's sleep without worry about tomorrow. Maybe take something soft you can hang on to while the docs do the coloured angiogram? Something that helps you relax (gawd, is that possible with such a procedure?). You've got a lot on, but remember to breathe long & slow. Take it in 5 minute chunks ... and good luck :)

 

[ifonly]

Exhausted.