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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?
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Marie E.
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*Big Huge Hugs* I know what pain feels like!!!
Marie E.
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*Freely Given Hugs For All*
shadowchaser
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Drawn out, Tired, hungry. Yes I know it's late at night but just getting dinner in the oven. Been rearranging furniture today.
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goingonhope
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I feel scared because I continually have these very strange (executive functioning and language) spells in which other people must and do notice often.
I feel all alone with all this because I, ....
a) don't want to talk or think about that subject, and
b) know that I don't have anyone's interest, knowledge and support in dealing with it, and
c) feel ashamed because I conclude that I am all alone in dealing with this because I deserve to be.
d) feel afraid that others won't take me seriously or will in insensitivy and ignorance deny this reality.
I feel bad and dirty because I am too often stupid.
...Overwhelmed because I am alone and surrounded by so much work, realities and educational realizations.
...Exhausted for the above reasons and more.
...Disgusted because I care about myself, too.
...Ashamed, guilty and afraid because I had gotten so terribly ill.
...Betrayed that I received little to zero empathy from family while terribly ill.
...Hurt and angry that I was on the receiving end of so many demands and so much distorted/warped thinking and all around most frightening, provocative reactions, behaviors and triggers while so terribly ill.
I feel courage and consideration that the worst is over and that one day at a time I can possibly get through what arises, and while simultaneously aiding family with their most difficult challenges.
I feel doubtful. I feel overwhelmed. I feel greatly challenged daily with too much.
I feel all alone with all this because I, ....
a) don't want to talk or think about that subject, and
b) know that I don't have anyone's interest, knowledge and support in dealing with it, and
c) feel ashamed because I conclude that I am all alone in dealing with this because I deserve to be.
d) feel afraid that others won't take me seriously or will in insensitivy and ignorance deny this reality.
I feel bad and dirty because I am too often stupid.
...Overwhelmed because I am alone and surrounded by so much work, realities and educational realizations.
...Exhausted for the above reasons and more.
...Disgusted because I care about myself, too.
...Ashamed, guilty and afraid because I had gotten so terribly ill.
...Betrayed that I received little to zero empathy from family while terribly ill.
...Hurt and angry that I was on the receiving end of so many demands and so much distorted/warped thinking and all around most frightening, provocative reactions, behaviors and triggers while so terribly ill.
I feel courage and consideration that the worst is over and that one day at a time I can possibly get through what arises, and while simultaneously aiding family with their most difficult challenges.
I feel doubtful. I feel overwhelmed. I feel greatly challenged daily with too much.
(((((goingtohope)))) ((((cath)))) and anyone else who needs one.
I feel like rubbish I been up most night in pain despite painkillers. Sick Going through this every few weeks joy being woman pain really affecting my life on top everything else. So I'm Up bright early and scared for outcome of today appointment butpain is distracting me by time comes I probably be struggling keep awake.
I feel like rubbish I been up most night in pain despite painkillers. Sick Going through this every few weeks joy being woman pain really affecting my life on top everything else. So I'm Up bright early and scared for outcome of today appointment butpain is distracting me by time comes I probably be struggling keep awake.
I feel different, unique, curious about how things are going to turn out, a bit hopeful, anxious, worried about my next presentation, disassociated from what the media tells me or even popular society, doubtful, sadness about the past I can't erase. Tortured romantic, abused, and apprehensive... Frankly I don't give a damn....
shadowchaser
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at this point numb but not as bad as I have been in the past. I'm disconnected but there is a string still holding on.
Serious bout of anger today. I thought I'd been doing better with this. It also happened last Sunday too. One day after talking about things on a Saturday. Talking about it must have stimulated it. On Sunday I could feel the tension. So yeah big bad anger thing. Though it used to happen multiple times every day. So the fact that it doesn't happen as intensely or as often is an improvement. After that I became upset about the fact that I can't fix this.
Also as depressing as this place is. I'm glad I have somewhere I can just say these things. I think that's been really nice for me. Thanks.
Also as depressing as this place is. I'm glad I have somewhere I can just say these things. I think that's been really nice for me. Thanks.
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