What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[amethist]

Good big step forward, but hopefully by this time next year you will be glad to be alive Froggie.

 

[AngelaMarie]

Last year at this time I was suicidal and this year I'm fighting to stay alive.

Keep on fighting, my friend! We are right here with you!!:):tup:

 

[bittersweet]

I feel like I have been walking in a dark cave and finally after walking I see the tiniest spot of light. I know I have a long way to go and it's going to be a tough time getting there but there is some hope.

 

[goingonhope]

I'm dealing extremely well today, but gee do I ever feel nervous inside when my husband and son have a conflict. They just had one and I had to step away from what I was doing, neutralize and facilitate that whole calming down process, correction and where do we go from here process. I've been feeling the need to do this for yrs. now.

The conflicts and confusions are less frequent and intense, but internally frustrating nonetheless. I feel slightly nervous still.

Phew, .....I don't like that. Not one single bit! I find it frightening.

 

[alleycat]

cripplingly, breathlessly anxious. I need someone to curl me up in their arms while I cry.

 

[AngelaMarie]

I am feeling SO tired and SO hurt after an argument with the ex last night. An argument that once again reminded me he has no respect or understanding for what I've accomplished. Today I feel like I've been ran over by a train (what I imagine it would feel like). I am going to cry alot today and be thankful that it happened a few days before the holidays. I also am thankful for the fact that he is going away for 5 days at holiday time! He can't ruin me and the boys holidays when he will be hours away and I turn off my phone.

 

[Srain]

(((((((((AngelaMarie))))))))
Don't let him get you down, Sis.

Today, I still feel the ravages of panic but the fact that I have yet rip my skin completely off speaks volumes. I manage sleep but the feelings are high strung and high alert, concerned and I will actually CALL my tdoc today as opposed to texting.

 

[Loloma]

(((((AngeleMarie)))))

Rain is right, don't let it get to you. He's not worth your Christmas being ruined so don't give him the satisfaction. Spend the time with your boys and have a wonderful time, cause your worth it. :):tup:

 

[Loloma]

I feel sick today. Couldn't sleep last night and was up watching TV at 2 in the morning. Have a UTI which doesn't seem to be getting better. Will see how the weekend goes and perhaps back to the Doc on Monday. The weather is crap, lots of rain so will take it easy today.

(((Hugs))) for all of you that are feeling sick or down today, take care. ;):tup:

 

[Froggie]

An argument that once again reminded me he has no respect or understanding for what I've accomplished. I am going to cry alot today and be thankful that it happened a few days before the holidays. I also am thankful for the fact that he is going away for 5 days at holiday time! He can't ruin me and the boys holidays when he will be hours away and I turn off my phone.

(((((((AngelaMarie))))))) he's probably in reaction just because you have accomplished a lot WITHOUT his help. People with poor self esteem and poor self confidence need to put down others to make themselves feel better. I'm glad that you will have those Christmas days alone with your boys and I find that your idea to turn off the phone is a good and sane one !

 

[bittersweet]

((((((hugs for everyone)))))))))

I'm annoyed at my job today. Got a call from them saying they won't open the store until 11 even though all of my appointments are at 10 so they expect me to stand out in the cold holding everyones dogs until 11

 

[intothelight]

Sometimes amazed that I am still standing.........