What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Philippa]

I feel sad.

I don't want my family to worry about me, and I miss them, but I don't know what to do? They must think I don't care about them. It's not that at all...they just want to make me the bad guy here.

I've gone too far now it feels, that if I turn around and make contact I will be either ignored or abused verbally? I feel like screaming...have felt like it for weeks now, but there is nowhere safe where I can here.

At the same time I am handling the stressful circumstances I am in remarkably well and have been proud of how pro active I've been and how well I have coped with the help and support of friends in the community and online. I feel stretched.

I feel unsure...but I also know I did the right thing for me...but there is still that niggling doubt that always seems to be there that says it wasn't that bad and I'm over reacting. It makes it hard to feel confident about my decision. Sometimes I am. like before in the kitchen when I was certain I was doing what's best for me.

I feel tired, worn out and grateful for this roof over my head despite all the things that are out of my control right now.

 

[Loloma]

Tired of waking up feeling sick, trouble breathing and sore chest (not my heart). It's the bronchitis out of control again. Always feels a lot better after a couple of hours and a few pain killers.

Wicked nightmares again. Have to get out of the house by 25th April, my god so little time and so much to do with little or no help. Have to sell all my stuff or give it away, arrange to hire a removal van etc. What have I started. :oops::(:O_o::sick:

 

[Froggie]

Will I have the energy to get through today or am I going to have to deal with a day 2 : no energy level.

Find it hard to flow with the cancer/chemo side effects.

 

[AngelaMarie]

(((Loloma))) I wish you luck!! Moving is such a job. I do not envy you at all. Especially with doing most of it alone. I've done that so many times in the past and it really does suck!! Just don't hurt yourself okay?

(((Froggie))) I wish you strength!! It must be so hard to deal with the side effects. I am amazed at how positive you are and how well you are handling things!! I hope I would be as brave and strong as you are! You are an inspiration my forum friend!!!:)

 

[Gloria]

I feel complete surrender to God. I go to cardiologist for prognosis today.

 

[KP the nut]

(((Gloria))), I will light a candle and hope it is positive news.

 

[intothelight]

Prays of healing for all of those that are suffering physically, mentally, and emotionally.

 

[Lionheart]

I am well rested and happy to be alive. Wow, what a difference one good night of sleep can make. I feel strong enough to face whatever the day has to bring and this is not in small part due to the kindness I receive here on the forum. Thank you to everyone for supporting me through the day yesterday.

From my heart of hearts,
Lion

 

[Loloma]

I feel complete surrender to God. I go to cardiologist for prognosis today.

(((((Gloria)))))

Wishing you all the best and hope that the news is good. Please let us know the outcome.

Loloma

 

[SeekingSerenity]

So many times I just look at this thread and then leave it, like its too much to even think what my emotions are when they are hurting so bad. Its like trying to handle sharp knives with numb hands, you are going to bleed... :cry: and I am so tired of bleeding and crying and feeling like this.

Today I am feeling sad.... so so sad.
And I know its irrational this feeling...
and that knowledge makes it even worse...:cry:

 

[AngelaMarie]

(((SS))) Hang in there! I hope the sadness is better soon.

 

[^^FlyingSolo^^]

I'm feeling glad that I found this forum :):roflmao::laugh::inlove::D