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I'm feeling. . .impatient, I think. I sometimes feel when a new CSA memory is coming. I have had that feeling now since Monday and I just want it to come and be done with it.
I'm feeling pretty awful, can't sleep and the noise plus pain in my head is driving mad. I'm going to force myself out for a walk in a few minutes before it's starts scorching, I hope the exercise will help my body and mind.
Up way too early again. I am starting to sound like a broken record. But that is what it feels like...going round and hitting the same scratches over and over again. Heard the definition of insanity is doing the same thing and expecting different results. Part of me thought that was hope and faith. Must correct my thinking.
Realizing the truth of this and then acting upon it is what has saved me. I keep reminding myself of this with an equation: 1+x=y. If you keep putting x=1, y will always be 2. This has been my way out of abuse. Realizing that "1" was given by my SO, but "x" was given by me.
I am feeling tired, but loved. I feel a little sick, but hopeful that the day will be ok. I feel grateful for this forum. Hugs to anyone who needs them.
I'm feeling good although a little disappointed that Team GB blew their chance at the road race cycling gold - wrong strategy or over confident, oh well.
I'm happy that it is the weekend and H and I can relax together.