I'm Feeling: :geek:
Aggravated with workloads and how exhausted I am.
Concerned regarding medical knowledge I've been obtaining from medical records.
Frustrated and bumpy from confusion, stress and noise.
:oops:
Conflicted from so much in which I've now come to learn from medical documentation spanning over many years that I do not remember ever having been told and/or wasn't, and all the while it was indicated that I was feigning symptoms for attention or something. I feel hurt, sad, angry and disgusted when right now I recall the first time I remember this happening.
10 yrs. old and my appendix burst. I don't know whether or not it had yet, on the night I'd actually arrived at the ER. The instruction however was leave here and take her out for ice-cream afterwards. She will feel better when she gets that attention she needs. I didn't go out for ice-cream. I went home and layed down in bed for all night and day in agony. When I couldn't move or stop crying and screaming, I was brought back to the ER. :sorry: My appendix had erupted.
Tired, hopeful, ready-for-bed.
:rolleyes:..
