What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Deleted member 12723]

I am experiencing another really good day. I am feeling good. I get to take my husband to the psych doc and then run errands and get frappes. I love feeling good.

 

[Red Feather]

I am feeling okay today. Much better than yesterday. I am thinking about where I am blocked in taking care of my life, and I want to unblock myself, but I have so little patience which makes things so much worse. This is all such a huge adjustment to get used to. I've had PTSD for a bit less than a year now, and I have been always getting better. I have to look at the bigger picture I guess. Just wish I could sort out all the stuff inside of me, and I wish I could do it now. :banghead:

(((((safenow)))))) ((((((greenfrog)))))) ((((((lionheart))))))

 

[DharmaGirl]

Safenow, to respond to your post about fear: Why do you ask? Or - how do you expect me to respond to that question? Those are 2 that I like to use. I don't agree with facing danger or pain without fear. I think that you face it with fear, but face it anyway.

 

[DharmaGirl]

I am feeling jittery. I don't know why. I just had a break from my physical pain. Yay!

 

[Lionheart]

I am feeling sad and lonely today. :(

 

[safenow]

Safenow, to respond to your post about fear: Why do you ask?

Which post are you referring to? I don't see that question in this tread. I have fear myself. I'm sorry, I'm confused.

 

[Britt.f7]

I'm way too tired.

 

[LaurieJ]

I have high anxiety today but am coping until I take my night meds. In order to care for my ill mom I had to switch my night meds around (my doc knows about it). Now I'm switching them back while she is in the hospital. No one around me understands why I could barely function all day. I wish they could understand.

 

[jesusfever]

I have had feelings of apprehension, nothingness and guilt today.

 

[safenow]

I am feeling irritated. Physically we can't do anything. We can not even walk for a couple of weeks, and that irritates me. We have gone backward because of overdoing last week. I am going to be very careful to not do that again.

 

[safenow]

It is good for others to know about your struggles so they can be there for you and help you.

Not to whine, but that is one of issues with humans. When they know of my struggles, yet they do nothing to help. Even when I've told them how they can help. When they think the only way to help is send me to a hospital. Like a few minutes ago, I called a woman who said she wanted to help me. I let her know I'm going to need someone to do my hair for about a week, because I can't use my left arm for a week or two until that shoulder heals. She said, "I"m too stressed over my lease to do that."

Perhaps I'm wrong to think that being stressed is not a very good reason to not be willing to brush a person's hair. She doesn't have to talk to me, and if she is so stressed she can't do this, then why volunteer her services in the first place? She doesn't have to even come in my house. I'd be willing to go outside. When she comes downstairs to go to the mailbox, can't she stop long enough to run a brush and put a rubber band in my hair then leave? How long does it take to do that? Am I asking too much of her?

And now I'm in tears reading that post from monster1977. I think my pain is doing weird stuff to my thinking processes.

how do you expect me to respond to that question? Those are 2 that I like to use.

I don't ever expect anyone to answer my questions, but I don't remember asking a question related to fear. If one of my alters did, I can't find the place where we ask it, so I don't know what the original questions was.

I'm sorry I am a retarded person. Perhaps I expect too much from people now that I'm asking and talking.

 

[safenow]

I'M FEELING ANGER!!

If I may ask, why are you angry?