What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Philippa]

Teary, sad, but glad to be home and ready for bed. Grief stricken all of a sudden.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I do not have any energy. My daughter goes to court today for the permanent restraining order on her husband. It will be the first time she has seen him since he beat her. She is feeling nervous about seeing him.

I am feeling nervous. I will be on pins and needles until she is safely back home.

 

[amethist]

Completely at peace with myself after having a Reiki session today.

 

[zaniara]

Proud, relieved, nervous, disgusted and confused(by memories), happy, grateful.

 

[Britt.f7]

Thankful, happy, tired. Thankful because I was able to pack up the majority of the things going to Goodwill. Some could not be packed. Glad I had the energy. Happy that I was able to write on my blog even though, at first, I wasn't sure I was going to be able to get anything out. Tired because I usually am at this time in the day due to my health. Need to take my medicine. That will help.

 

[Finding Shawna]

I feel unbalanced, it's hard to explain.

 

[pumpkinpie]

Well now I'm disappointed. The peaceful feelings went "poof". :(
Cancelled PT appointment and am diving under the duvet again. I need a "divicon" to put in here sometimes haha...

This recovery from my last hip replacement in October is taking forever and I'm so tired of going to PT. I still can't climb steps with the operative hip and I don't know why.

I also really need to quit procrastinating about getting an attorney to file a malpractice suit against the surgeon who did the first two operations. He made a huge mistake and then treated me horribly when the mistake caused me incredible pain after the surgery.

I dread having to be assertive and cause a commotion, and I'm sure some are going to try to discourage me. If I do it, it's going to be very stressful. If I don't do it, yet another rotten person is going to go unpunished for hurting me and treating me like I don't matter.

 

[shoulderblades]

Dreading going to therapy today. Feel tongue-tied. Don't know what I want to talk about in therapy. Don't want to talk about anything. Feel like words are stuck in my throat. Having somatic responses to this: am having trouble breathing in without choking or wheezing. Tired, so tired. I want to crawl back into bed and pretend the world doesn't exist.

 

[safenow]

a Reiki session today.

What does that consist of?

 

[wyrd_dragon]

I feel like nobody cares. Or maybe that society doesn't care. I feel like no one cares.

 

[cookinggal]

I feel fat
I feel angry.

 

[goingonhope]

I briefly felt the gift of frustration, then :tup: a huge gift of strength for a large part of this day, then some crushing blows and with these confusion, pain and grief.

Now I just feel afraid, :chicken: and surely exhausted. Plus confused.