What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[cat]

Angry, hurt, rejected , useless

My meeting at work did not go well! basically I've had too much time off over the last 5yrs & unless I can give them a return date with a reassurance that I wont take any more sick leave I will be dismissed on ill health.
So much for being a loyal employee that works overtime with no pay & has fought to uphold the good work yhe school does.
I'm feeling very low, now I know what my ex meant when he said I was going to pay, I have been physically unwell since he asaulted me.

 

[ms spock]

I am feeling like I am not going to bust my guts for my presentation. I will do the required work but not above and beyond the call of duty like I usually do. I am going to be a reasonable person.

 

[wyrd_dragon]

I definitely care. I know what you mean, though - I have been feeling that a lot, even though I know I have a good support network now..

Yeah -- I think that's why I vacillated to 'society doesn't care' -- because my 'nobody cares' feeling doesn't really attach to you, M-, my husband, etc. It attaches to the nebulous 'everyone' that becomes 'no-one'.

You are such an inspiration to me here. Seriously love, you work so hard. I understand the feelings of anxiety you were talking about above, and I think you may be right about how exposing yourself to memories and experiences can open you to that kind of horrid anxious nauseous feeling.

 

[LaurieJ]

I feel anxious, lost, and confused about my future.

 

[Spiderallis]

I'm feeling depressed and out of place. It's just my skin that's uncomfortable. The rest of the world is just fine, same as it usually is.

 

[cat]

I am feeling like I am not going to bust my guts for my presentation. I will do the required work but not above and beyond the call of duty like I usually do. I am going to be a reasonable person.

Good for you Ms Spock! nothing comes from wearing yourself out for work. Your health is more important.

 

[goingonhope]

Far too great of stress today. It's like torture. My health has come undone. Tonight amidst it all, my eye is painfully swollen and I'm having throbbing headaches. I listened, counseled and provided problem-solving ideas to a family member that though I have very little reason to trust and who shows no interest in my family nor I, well we presently must be in contact with each other. So if I can help I will, but heck it takes a toll afterwards. I feel malnourished, sickly, unloved, used and spent by other's and especially through their irresponsibility. I also feel intolerant enough to give a damn what another may or may not appreciate about how I am suppose to think and feel; Or impressions pertaining to.

 

[BlackbirdSinging]

Right now I just feel really depressed.

 

[zaniara]

So tired I'm almost falling to pieces, but unable to sleep(woke up after five hours, not restful, sleep).. Chaos inside, but it's a mix of feelings. Light ones, like hope, joy, freedom and pride. And then there's anxiety, panic(again), disgust, confusion and a lot of shame.

 

[ms spock]

I went to do my presentation but they didn't get through everyone, not this other woman or me. Which was fine. I did a reasonable amount of preparation for me paper. I needed to do more work with my image collection and photographing my work. But some people didn't even get their paper finished. And I had as much as most people had for their image collection and their photography of their own work. So I feel pleased I didn't flog myself. I need to manage my time better but I am improving.

 

[intothelight]

Up a little too early today and my head is too busy. So many things to sort out and I just get further behind. Don't like what I am feeling or thinking. So I'll just eat it.

 

[ms spock]

I did a bit of cleaning and decluttering this evening and that felt good. I feel tired now.

I feel a bit nervous I am going up to see B tomorrow but this time I have cut it down from Thursday Afternoon until Sunday morning.