I guess by now nothing should surprise me. I discovered yesterday that he did change the direct deposit. He didn't even give me enough to pay bills. I ended up applying for food stamps. I feel like he is trying to get me back for all the things I did wrong to him in our marriage. It hurts that he hates me that much to act like this. I just don't get it. I have decided that it isn't worth my sanity to try and contact him about this and he obviously has no intention of contacting me. I am realizing as each day passes the man I knew is not coming back. Overnight, he completely changed my life.
I am not confident that he will seek treatment and I am amazed that his parents are ok with what he is doing. It seems that they are the only people who have regular contact with him. Don't they realize that his actions jeopardize the welfare of our daughter? For people that claim to care about her they have a strange way of showing it.
I continue to look for a job, but in the meantime I have to be able to provide for her. Because of all the stress she and I have not been getting along. Our communication has broken down and I am worried that she will tell him. Doing that would add fuel to his fire and confirm what a bad parent/wife he thinks I am. My heart aches, but I am determined not to let him get the best of me. I do not want to stoop to his level. When you give ugly, you get ugly back. Eventually this will catch up with him, but by then I will be successfully on my feet.
I am not confident that he will seek treatment and I am amazed that his parents are ok with what he is doing. It seems that they are the only people who have regular contact with him. Don't they realize that his actions jeopardize the welfare of our daughter? For people that claim to care about her they have a strange way of showing it.
I continue to look for a job, but in the meantime I have to be able to provide for her. Because of all the stress she and I have not been getting along. Our communication has broken down and I am worried that she will tell him. Doing that would add fuel to his fire and confirm what a bad parent/wife he thinks I am. My heart aches, but I am determined not to let him get the best of me. I do not want to stoop to his level. When you give ugly, you get ugly back. Eventually this will catch up with him, but by then I will be successfully on my feet.
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