If you are above and beyond your trauma what do you need therapy for, a truly happy person would not need or want therapy, surely? I think I personally will agree to disagree or something like that, because I don't understand your thinking - if you truly believe this with every aspect of your conciousness, I don't even know - it's why I said it was either denial or delusional before - maybe that's just me, I mean try telling a colour blind person there was a whole other colour - they couldn't comprehend it, I'm currently in that position. I just hope that you don't get hurt or that this comes crashing down or breaks. It kind of reminds me of Me, Myself and Irene at the beginning before the guy lost it (not that the film is in any way even remotely medically accurate), I equate what I imagine that split did for him being possible for you and I know it shouldn't bother me because I don't know you or anything, but I feel the need to try to help but I seem unable and completely unable to understand. I try to comprehend it with questions like have you considered that you may have a form of dissociation between you and your trauma or by analysing it and seeing that even if what happened wasn't personal to your abusers, even if you could sympathise with their thinking how could you not take it even a little personally. But still I can't comprehend it, I so I bow and take my leave and hope you truly have found something unique and different - another plane of thinking. Good luck. :)
