Can't Let Go - I Hit a Pedestrian

[dekhos]

This past december I was in a car accident. I hit a pedestrian, he died 2 days after. Legal parts aside, so much of me changed that day and keeps changing. I am surrounded with so many new feelings, fears, uncontrollable hi's and lows. And this horrible guilt is overwhelming. I have no one to talk to really. Sometimes I wish I just had someone to listen to me, not to judge, not to solve my problems, not to tell me it's going to be ok, not to tell me it's over...

just listen.

D.

 

[samsara]

welcome to the forum. you will find some refuge for your thoughts here, read as much as you can. my heart goes out to you.

 

[Seeking_Nirvana]

Hi D and welcome to the forum. I'm sorry that happened to you. I hope you can find what your looking for in here.

Peace
Tammy

 

[Deleted member 541]

HI D,

Welcome to the forum.....

 

[notime]

Hi D
I am where you are legally - no death involved, but the guilt and fear is just the same...I don't know if this will help, but I have just started to use this forum for help and I am for the first time...hopeful

Take care
Notime

 

[morgan]

Welcome to the forum. We will listen.

 

[nugget]

Hi Dekhos, sorry to hear, i can say i kinda know how you are feeling about now,MVA, same out come, all what you have written i have and still do feel two years on, please feel free to write more, take care Nugget.

 

[2quilt]

We are ready to listen. Welcome to the forum!

 

[nie]

Welcome to the forum D.

 

[dekhos]

Hi Dekhos, sorry to hear, i can say i kinda know how you are feeling about now,MVA, same out come, all what you have written i have and still do feel two years on, please feel free to write more, take care Nugget.

Hi.. How do you keep going? having these feelings. Sometimes they are so overwhelming I just want to stop. I want to stop. :dontknow: I can't really explain that feeling.

 

[notjustfriends]

Welcome to the forum.... I know the feeling of wanting it just to stop.

Hang in there.

 

[upstream]

Welcome D...