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[Deleted member 28740]

Don't know where to post this. Many challenges at the moment. Turned to a neighbor for help when phone and internet were cut off. She was making do-rags (motorcycle under helmet…) Sport team related as maybe in the Superbowl again. She had a 'free' phone that I could use, and I helped by cutting patterns then designing hats, using my car to drive for sales in parking lots.

She has a complicated life. Took in someone to live in her trailer to help with mending fence, roof. Two days ago after another 8-10 hour day (no pay). She made me a drink. Black Velvet and Sprite. Only half a drink had me vomiting. Went home to my car and an sick night. Next day she told me that the helper had replaced the liquor with his own pee. He also had broken into my car and stolen my pain meds.

Miraztipine used (7.5) twice caused major tremors, and seems (no health insurance) to have damaged my left foot. Big pain like the arch is broken after 5 weeks, but now on my feet 8 hours a day trying to make $ to survive. No $ for my work. No doctors responding for my med help. I am in bad state.

 

[Deleted member 1860]

Hi Changeling,
I notice that you tend to post PTSD related stuff in the help forum and I just wanted to say that if you post it in the right PTSD forum, you may get a lot more answers. That is, posts in here aren't put on the home page, even if they are moved to the correct forum later, but if you post in a PTSD forum, then it will be put on the home page. I know that some people just look at the home page and don't always venture into individual forums all the time.

 

[Deleted member 28740]

post it in the right PTSD forum

yep, that one of my problems, where for all the issues. I will try to get things where they should be. Used to run my own biz now overwhelmed and uncertain about everything.

 

[Upside Down Eagle]

Wtf... that guy must be beyond screwed up. I'm sorry you happened to come upon people like him.

Can you get off the meds that causes you tremors or replace them with meds that don't come with such huge side-effects? And why don't the doctors respond to your call, because you don't have insurance? There are docs online (although make sure you find a trustworthy site), if real doctors won't help maybe you can ask for advice there...

Big digital hug. :hug:

 

[Deleted member 28740]

@Radise WTF indeed. I only took the Miraztipine 2 times. Very low dose 7.5 (half of first prescription dose) First night was hellish. With in 30 minutes severe cramping waist down and through foot. Lasted 3 hours. Call in to DR (the worst, but sliding scale when you have no insurance, or now any $ or credit). No response to 3 calls. Tried one more evening. Same result both with the med, and the Dr lack of response. I did not take it again. So no meds to help with any of the flashback, panic, vomiting, from the PTSD, the Major Depression, or now the pain. Foot pain is beyond sprain with snap sounds on weight bearing, swelling, no balance.

Looked into the Miratzpine on here. Seratonin Syndrome addresses the reaction.

Trust had to come by. Thank you for your response.