If I Could I Would..

[Deleted member 28403]

If I could I would be perfect..

I wouldn't be annoying to people, I wouldn't be shitty often, I wouldn't be non functioning often. I would be the best me I can... Eh

 

[Ed Norton]

You're not perfect Saelben but I wouldn't characterize you by any of those descriptors..and even if true ...those traits are important because you wanna be in physics :P

Seriously..I figured that you would say something like I wanna use that fancy organometallic molecule to enhance data storage..I want to design a rocket plane...for ed to drive...or something like that...

'perfect people' would invariably be despised by many...even decent folks face haters! It is your wish but...:)

 

[Deleted member 28403]

The thing is I hate dissapointing people who matter to me. Like. I managed to get to the point where I don't give a f*ck about people I don't give a f*ck about, but people I care about... I bond a lot and almost too much, and it really hurts when I do something wrong

 

[Ed Norton]

I understand buddy...

 

[Deleted member 28403]

I go into that mode when I can think only about one thing, and make many many mistakes while overfocusing :(

 

[Ed Norton]

We all make mistakes...Sometimes they aren't even mistakes...

 

[Deleted member 28403]

How to make better decisions? Like, lately I've been noticing so many god damnt higns I do completely wrong, and that are shit

 

[Ed Norton]

PM me with details...I may not respond fast in this mindset but perhaps I may have something that helps..just as a result of being older

 

[Heather]

If I could I would get some sleep. How many sleep meds can you take before it becomes destructive and dangerous?

 

[Lionheart]

If I could I would find a good woman to love and to love me in return.

 

[Ronin]

How to make better decisions?

Accept some decisions just are, they're what gets you through a time in your life, that getting you through made for their value & goodness for something &

Ask yourself about likely outcomes, for you and others, but don't let the fear of failure stop you from still making those decisions. Second guessing can be clarifying, but can't be a life style.

 

[Heather]

I would take away my daughter's pain. She is crying again.