Sometimes I wish I could take a gun and shoot myself in the mouth

• Jan 3, 2026

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Luna_Moth

Silver Member

I hate this so much.

Everything is messed up.

 

• Jan 3, 2026

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Survivor3

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Luna_Moth said:

I hate this so much.

Everything is messed up.

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What do you hate? And what is messed up?

 

• Jan 3, 2026

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Rose White

VIP Member

It’s a lot to cope with

 

• Jan 3, 2026

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FFnerd

Silver Member

^One of my cathartic songs for when I'm struggling to find meaning in it all.

 

• Jan 3, 2026

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anthony

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I've certainly felt this way at times. It's easy for me to focus on correction nowadays, purely because experience which I know works.

 

• Jan 3, 2026

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Luna_Moth

Silver Member

anthony said:

I've certainly felt this way at times. It's easy for me to focus on correction nowadays, purely because experience which I know works.

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I just don’t understand why I had to develop PTSD at the age of 5. My life was ruined before it even started. Best part of all is I don’t even know where it comes from since I was too young to remember.

 

• Jan 3, 2026

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Luna_Moth

Silver Member

I don’t know, I think I’m just depressed because I’m also diagnosed with BPD and that has its own set of stigmas attached to it.