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    Walk into traffic

    Good question. I’ll ask him. Thanks
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    Walk into traffic

    No, I’d never tell a doctor that. They’d send me to the psych ward
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    Walk into traffic

    I have a back problem & get pain meds for it. My doctor just told me that he won’t give it to me at all because of interaction with anxiety meds. I feel helpless & my first thought was to walk to nearest parkway & walk into traffic. I didn’t.
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    Family drama... must get away - Anyone familiar with SSDI?

    Really?! If u have the link I’d love That. Thanks again :)
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    Dissociating, panic attacks, violent imagery 😢

    Thank you SO much for this. What u said made me cry... but in a good way. You’ve validated MY memories that “Mother” is constantly undermining. And it gets to me. I wonder if she’s right... maybe I did just dream all this up. Thank you, thank you, thank you. I definitely don’t feel strong but...
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    How to live with a massive trigger for me??

    Thank you all! I just got to the home and is a bit hard because all the other women seem waaay worse than me mentally. I'm nervous it'll drive me crazy. But I guess I can always just stay in my room or go for a walk :) trying to appreciate just being away
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    Dissociating, panic attacks, violent imagery 😢

    I have absolutely no Desire to go to therapy with mom. Don't trust a thing she says. T is trying to help me find somewhere else to live... Even temporarily
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    How to live with a massive trigger for me??

    Hey, thanks for checking up... I'm actually doing very badly. Had my brand new iPhone stolen out of my hand almost 2 weeks ago and have been bed-ridden ever since. Went to commit myself 2 psych ward but was traumatized by how they treated me in the emergency room and they said I would have to...
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    How to live with a massive trigger for me??

    Living with my mom as a grown adult purely for financial reasons. She’s hard to live with in general but specifically for me because she’s been a major player in my memories of being raped as a child. I’ve been able to ignore it and tell myself that my mind is playing tricks on me... there’s...
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    Dissociating, panic attacks, violent imagery 😢

    Warning: things are laid out clearly & disgustingly so don’t read ahead if you can’t. I have tiny snippets of memories from being raped as a child & although I can’t guarantee they’re all real, things have gotten worse lately. in my 30+ years of recurring nightmares & pieces of memories, the...
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    I’ve gotten too ambitious & bitten off more than I can chew 😢😔

    I started working part time about 2 months ago. In a doctors office. Very busy. Was great for me. But lately I’ve been thinking more & more about quitting. I just can’t. I’m holding on with my bare knuckles. There’s also been other big stressors going on. I’m only holding on so I can get the...
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    Panic attack NOW-what to do??

    I did some deep breathing and it’s slowly ebbing off. Plus it’s been a 1/2 hour so... that’s how long they normally last Thanks anyway ❤️
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    Panic attack NOW-what to do??

    I’ve had them so many times before but I’m on a time crunch now and need to feel better ASAP. tips, advice? PLEASE?? Thanks
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    So Covid triggered 😔

    Can take my mind off of it by going to “unsafe” Covid things like party’s, groups of friends etc
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    So Covid triggered 😔

    I know, right??
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    So Covid triggered 😔

    My community is starting to get Covid high again. Therefore more sick pple need ambulances to get to hospital. And I live in a corner where one street is the main avenue ambulances take to get to hospitals near me. I can’t. I’m afraid to leave the house. When I do, I wear noice canceling...
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    I want a baby so badly

    Wow, that’s some tough talk there. I did not forget my pills. I had mistakenly not gotten my renewal for the next month so now I have to wait till my next period. I didn’t go thinking I’d have sex! But things changed & it happened. he never asked me if I was on any contraceptives. He may have...
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    I can’t take this anymore :(

    thank you for asking... means a lot :) Changes... yes. Not positively though. I started meeting random guys from online & sleeping over by them bc I so so can’t handle living with my mom anymore. anxiety is through the roof. Meditation helps buy only while I’m doing it. The moment it’s over the...
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    I can’t take this anymore :(

    Still alive :) thanks for asking 💛
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    I want a baby so badly

    Have wanted a baby since I was a baby but I never found the right guy. my birthday is coming up & it’s one of those where my eggs start dying. Covid has made me a little loony in that I started meeting a guy from online & sleeping with him right away. I was on the pill but missed a month &...
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    I can’t take this anymore :(

    Klonopin
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    I can’t take this anymore :(

    Thanks :) I have have grounding techniques but can’t do them while I’m in the middle of this... whatever it’s called 🤷🏻‍♀️ you misunderstood me... the walk didn’t help. I cried the whole way through mostly bc everything I saw along the walk made me feel more depressed about my life :(
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    I can’t take this anymore :(

    Thank you. I don’t have a T now... with Covid it’s harder to get one
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    I can’t take this anymore :(

    My constant anxiety, panic attacks & PTSD are killing me. I feel like a shadow walking around. Or maybe a ghost... I was watching a show yesterday and a woman was almost raped. That triggered me HARD. I eventually put my sneakers on and went for an walk. With so many dark dark thoughts. I’m...
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