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[reddevil1111]

Same thing happened to me. I had to lurke and read and forced myself not to chat or write in here. even took days off to calm down. It did help. It happens for me in cycles. Now, i'm ok to be in here. but tomorrow? you never know. I was in a rush to fix me at first. lol...slow it down no one is going anywhere. You can check out any time you like, but you can never leave....

 

[Jimmy1]

Love that red, Heartbreak Hotel wasn't it......

 

[tho9900]

lol f*ck you Jimmy... (meant in the best way of course) you took a perfect bad mood/feeling like I wanna give up mood and screw it up with one comment lol... you are awesome! and no it was Hotel California by the Beatles... ok I am lying it was the Eagles...

and Red I agree... I havent been allowed to check out for a long time... the lobby is the farthest I have gone and so far its kinda nice there... kinda nervous abt trying to go out the door there...

Imma stick this through a lil more... the forum.. not gonna give you f*ckers up but I might take a break... I am gonna call monday and see about getting in early for a MH appt... I need to see it thru this time... I needa at least be able to say to myself I tried.... no matter what happens I tried...

 

[Jimmy1]

Listen to the lyrics of this one ant tell me what you think........
I should put it in the playlist of songs, but I think its appropriate to the thread.

Its how I feel

 

[tho9900]

wow.... so appropriate... I am kinda thru the hole I dug for myself today... thanks yall thanks Jimmy and Red... lets see what the night brings...

 

[reddevil1111]

WOW Jimmy! best song ever man. I think the video fits as well. It hit home.

 

[Jimmy1]

You guys should listen to all their album. Angus and Julia Stone

 

[tho9900]

Imma check it out.... off to you tube

 

[cdn_infanteer]

are you talking about casey ryback jimmy?! now that were talking about seagal I really wanna watch his reality tv show where he raids that dudes house with sheriff joe and kills 100 chickens and the guy is innocent LOL