I still haven't managed to draw the pictures for Curiouser and bittersweet, but hey, good things need time, and sometimes a lot. Like, quite a lot, indeed.
44. I like about myself that, although I'm still far behind on the plans I had for this year, I have been keeping my head above the water - although my T kind of dumped me, although I still can't work, although my psyche's still as brittle as some tiny little flower in a vat of liquid nitrogen.
45. I like about myself that, although I woke up today and just wanted to die, I didn't even scratch myself and managed to pull myself back up onto the 'might as well live' level by thinking about nice things instead of all my mistakes.
46. I like about myself that, although I'm really really really really in the mood for a guilt trip, I resisted posting in the 'I'm sorry'-thread and chose to force some positive, life-affirming stuff out of my brain instead.
47. I like about myself a certain x-rated thing that I did yesterday. No, I won't tell *any* details. But it was great, he liked it :D