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@intothelight :hug: exactly why we often color inside the lines and that is OK too.
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Sweet @Bearlinda , @Recovery4Me :notworthy: , :hug::hug::hug::hug: .
@Bearlinda it looks like a 'he', but not sure, maybe he was too hot to run away. Stayed with me to read the hydro meter. :):inlove:
@Naoru , @Anrish + energy , @CrowFeather :hug::hug::hug:
@intothelight :hug::hug::hug: . Maybe drawing your own picture and coloring where ever you like would be best? :inlove:
@Bearlinda it looks like a 'he', but not sure, maybe he was too hot to run away. Stayed with me to read the hydro meter. :):inlove:
@Naoru , @Anrish + energy , @CrowFeather :hug::hug::hug:
@intothelight :hug::hug::hug: . Maybe drawing your own picture and coloring where ever you like would be best? :inlove:
YOU are, sweet @Anrish . I wish I was half the person you are. :notworthy: :hug::hug::hug::inlove:
Oh my:
1. Was going to write sister with cancer, then heard it said, 'say only good things to others', not sure what, or how, to say anything to her and other sister, so toxic/attacking/ lies from them, so I'm saying nothing atm. :(
2. Heard it also said, we don't really know if we're doing the right thing, or what God wants. Got me thinking, maybe not the right thing to do to try to keep getting same help with a distance now- was thinking it's probably not possible, but then others say they put the extra effort in if they need to. But what I thought was, maybe it's a break for others, relief of the burden of my presence. I did stop myself thinking of it, even if it's true. The positive is I'd never have to worry again I was a burden there. I know the feeling can come from pushing myself outside my comfort zone/ disclosure, but I believe they're too nice/ too professional to say the truth and it may be a relief for them that I'm gone.
3. As I was walking, I said 'God, please show me something to show me what I should do' (I'm dense. But I don't go by signs, except I was down, and thinking too tomorrow I need to then give something away someone else could use/ time dependent.). About 20 minutes later, I'm getting on the bus, a woman had a cross tatoo on her calf, across both shoulders and back a tatoo that read, 'He brought you to it, He'll bring you throgh it- Believe!', with blue & red flowers and feet/ footprints with toes, and a big exclamation mark.
4. But when I got home I thought there too was a dead bird on the lawn (saw only because I moved a hose) :( - then realized it was not a bird- oh no the bunny?- :cry: , half eaten :wtf::cry:- turned out to be some kind of animal - I don't even know what- vole maybe?? :( , but tail seemed too thick and soft?? . I put it in soft paper and soft bag and blessed it, threw it in garbage. :wtf::(
5. But I thought, if it was a vole, they are harmful, I'd be forced to kill it myself (want it not there, at least). I hate to say it, but my compassion went down when I thought 'vole', because of the harm they supposedly cause. There was a difference in feelings between for/about the bird or bunny, vs vole, based o n the harm/ damage they cause. Maybe that's 'me' too. Maybe I'm vole-like? :(
6. I know most people wouldn't think like I do, but I do, above. But how else can we understand, if not by the things that make sense to us/ relate.
Oh my:
1. Was going to write sister with cancer, then heard it said, 'say only good things to others', not sure what, or how, to say anything to her and other sister, so toxic/attacking/ lies from them, so I'm saying nothing atm. :(
2. Heard it also said, we don't really know if we're doing the right thing, or what God wants. Got me thinking, maybe not the right thing to do to try to keep getting same help with a distance now- was thinking it's probably not possible, but then others say they put the extra effort in if they need to. But what I thought was, maybe it's a break for others, relief of the burden of my presence. I did stop myself thinking of it, even if it's true. The positive is I'd never have to worry again I was a burden there. I know the feeling can come from pushing myself outside my comfort zone/ disclosure, but I believe they're too nice/ too professional to say the truth and it may be a relief for them that I'm gone.
3. As I was walking, I said 'God, please show me something to show me what I should do' (I'm dense. But I don't go by signs, except I was down, and thinking too tomorrow I need to then give something away someone else could use/ time dependent.). About 20 minutes later, I'm getting on the bus, a woman had a cross tatoo on her calf, across both shoulders and back a tatoo that read, 'He brought you to it, He'll bring you throgh it- Believe!', with blue & red flowers and feet/ footprints with toes, and a big exclamation mark.
4. But when I got home I thought there too was a dead bird on the lawn (saw only because I moved a hose) :( - then realized it was not a bird- oh no the bunny?- :cry: , half eaten :wtf::cry:- turned out to be some kind of animal - I don't even know what- vole maybe?? :( , but tail seemed too thick and soft?? . I put it in soft paper and soft bag and blessed it, threw it in garbage. :wtf::(
5. But I thought, if it was a vole, they are harmful, I'd be forced to kill it myself (want it not there, at least). I hate to say it, but my compassion went down when I thought 'vole', because of the harm they supposedly cause. There was a difference in feelings between for/about the bird or bunny, vs vole, based o n the harm/ damage they cause. Maybe that's 'me' too. Maybe I'm vole-like? :(
6. I know most people wouldn't think like I do, but I do, above. But how else can we understand, if not by the things that make sense to us/ relate.
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1. @Junebug Thank you so much. I'm honoured. You're one of the most caring persons I ever got to know so far. :hug:
2. Long day two.
3. Just want to stay in the flat and sleep.
4. T suggested to think about medication...
5. Why do people use me and even blame me when I talk back?!
2. Long day two.
3. Just want to stay in the flat and sleep.
4. T suggested to think about medication...
5. Why do people use me and even blame me when I talk back?!
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It is not that you are talking back so much as these just are simply bad people in your life. It is not wrong to voice an opinion although there are some who consider this a crime and thus the blame. Do not take it to heart, you are worthwhile listening to when you speak up.
1 Is this really happening? So much out of my control now.
2 Hope this does not turn into a 'be careful what you wish for' situation.
3 Wish a siesta could be a part of the daily schedule.
4 This chocolate cake is going to be spectacular. Job well done, crazy violinist ... but I may eat all of your portion. :hungry:
5 @Recovery4Me @Junebug @Anrish @Rain :hug: You all are amazing.
2 Hope this does not turn into a 'be careful what you wish for' situation.
3 Wish a siesta could be a part of the daily schedule.
4 This chocolate cake is going to be spectacular. Job well done, crazy violinist ... but I may eat all of your portion. :hungry:
5 @Recovery4Me @Junebug @Anrish @Rain :hug: You all are amazing.
intothelight
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1. Cooking lunch for today, back to healthy after last night's pizza binge :(
2. Need to keep focused on what I need today and not what everyone else needs from me.
3. What can dog hair be used for? There is enough of it around here....don't think it can be made into yarn. :eek:
4. Why is common sense so uncommon? Can't fix this or even plan around it.
5. I hate sorting socks!!
2. Need to keep focused on what I need today and not what everyone else needs from me.
3. What can dog hair be used for? There is enough of it around here....don't think it can be made into yarn. :eek:
4. Why is common sense so uncommon? Can't fix this or even plan around it.
5. I hate sorting socks!!
Recovery4Me
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@Naoru Thank you and back at you:hug:
2. I feel lighter after exploring some thoughts in therapy.
3. I was cantankerous and told my T that my sweater was older than he was.:cautious:
4. Everyonce in a while... I just wish some professionals that I went to were my age or even older.:D
5. My neighbor gave me an Kentucky Extra Crispy Chicken dinner - he knows I go to therapy and wanted to be nice.:):hungry:
2. I feel lighter after exploring some thoughts in therapy.
3. I was cantankerous and told my T that my sweater was older than he was.:cautious:
4. Everyonce in a while... I just wish some professionals that I went to were my age or even older.:D
5. My neighbor gave me an Kentucky Extra Crispy Chicken dinner - he knows I go to therapy and wanted to be nice.:):hungry:
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@Recovery4Me and that chicken will give you energy :) :hug:
@Naoru , same for you, you are amazing :hug: . And..
^ I have no idea what this means, but it makes me laugh. May I quote it randomly for myself..? :laugh: (I can't do self-affirmations, but that might be one I could use. :) :hug: )
Well, it seems it was a lemming, and I saw one more. No wonder it looked like someone's pet hamster- but with rat teeth. :eek:
It only occurred to me now, was it not the old saying all the lemmings followed one another over the cliff? (Whatever it was, it was an urban tale though started by a Disney movie). I think that was it though, about not following the crowd. Well, that's me, without having much of a choice, though. Well , yes , choice, but just- very different. :alien: Can't find the words.
Hugs to all, xox. :hug:
@Naoru , same for you, you are amazing :hug: . And..
^ I have no idea what this means, but it makes me laugh. May I quote it randomly for myself..? :laugh: (I can't do self-affirmations, but that might be one I could use. :) :hug: )
Well, it seems it was a lemming, and I saw one more. No wonder it looked like someone's pet hamster- but with rat teeth. :eek:
It only occurred to me now, was it not the old saying all the lemmings followed one another over the cliff? (Whatever it was, it was an urban tale though started by a Disney movie). I think that was it though, about not following the crowd. Well, that's me, without having much of a choice, though. Well , yes , choice, but just- very different. :alien: Can't find the words.
Hugs to all, xox. :hug:
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