5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[Deleted member 33052]

I'm thinking about the 15 boxes I had to pack in a hurry and store at my sister's house before...

Blackbird, you could ask her to just donate the stuff to charity.... It sounds like this might be more painful than its worth...

 

[UnKnown-Self]

Dreaming about H, not so much him but a child (in the dream!) we had together is a baby but talk to me about being raised Jewish. My sister of all people is living with me. H daughter visits. It will be one year may4

Called Eddie to bed with me for a 20 pound dog he sure knows how to push me over to get the spot he wants

4 am I should go back to sleep.

I'm scared I finally think I am going to make progress.

I love my books

 

[Tinyflame]

Thank you very much @Chimera . :hug: :hug: :hug: Xox.

 

[Anrish]

1. Did not back off today.
2. Need someone to hold me.
3. Found the band Daughtry again and fell in love with his voice.
4. Exhaustion can be good.
5. A poem for me and my friends, for the world.

 

[Heather]

I am NOT following my gut.
I am NOT following my gut.
I am NOT following my gut.
And I hope everything will be ok because I am NOT following my gut.

 

[UnKnown-Self]

Never got out of PJsToday

My anger is causing bad stomach pain

I'm such a wimp

I miss feeling loved even if it was only for a little while,

I think I was only shown for that little while so I knew just what it is I'm so undeserving of

 

[MaryE]

I've seen this on other forums and thought I'd start one here, just 5 things that are on your mind today, c...

1. What is wrong with me?
2. Why do I have to work so hard in this relationship?
3. What is in store for my future.
4. Is my friend okay?
5. What do I have to get done today?

 

[corvidae]

1: memorial service for recently passed gentle soul is today
2: pants? what pants?
3: may day, may day: indeed
4: also, orthodox easter
5: oh right: mother's day is just 'round the bend. hmm. just how many therapy appointments can i squeeze in between now and then?

 

[Chimera]

-Taking sleep aids at 3:30am isn't a good idea, still the rolling fear, just in addition to headache.
-my memories are like the whac-a-mole game, cept every time he pops back up he's wearing a different face.
-cooking, is healing.
-I miss my car, my choices
-what a long, strange trip this has been

 

[Tinyflame]

1. I'm not thinking of anything that matters to write. Or anything I write, it doesn't matter to write it.
2. Sweet dreams tonight to all. :hug:

 

[Chimera]

Sweet dreams @Junebug

 

[Tinyflame]

1. Thank you @Chimera . :hug:
2. What irks me, is yap of how 'sacred' & dignified my life is, when it's not been treated sacredly or with dignity. How 'people' will be 'there'. Meanwhile, they don't know your name in 10 or 20 years, or treat you different out of sight in a public washroom than in sight, or can't be bothered to say hello let alone 'be there', or are 'non-existent' as a last-resort-crisis #. Which is fine, but mind your own business then, & this is crude but- "don't piss on my head & tell me it's raining". (I'd say F-Off- buy hey- they've Effed Off already lol. Can I blame them. Nope.:roflmao: )
3. 80 degrees this week
4. Oh well end of my rant. Not worth the annoyance & painfulness, got to get away from it, thinking, maybe a different religion is better? After all, baptism god-parent was a perv, got confirmed under the wrong name, and no place for single people. Then again, who cares. Though every exposure = more un-dignity.
5. On a lighter note, despite 'verbal-spew' thank all here for their kindness. :hug: :hug: Xox