5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[Recovery4Me]

1. @Junebug ((((hugs)))) Someday I need to rehear or get further clarity concerning your abandonment narrative.
2. I think the bright side is a constant (sometimes push it uphill) choice for many: well, at least it is for me.
3. Depression doesn't have to win, everyday.
4. Been having night terrors again.
5. Tired of flashbacks and just plain tired from lack of sleep.

 

[Tinyflame]

Thanks @Recovery4Me . :hug: :hug: :inlove: Hope the sleep issues & terrors improve. :(
Well, I only say the truth of what I'm feeling here because it is 'here'; won't let that show irl. "It will work out/ all great, sure! :tup: "
Nice to be honest somewhere though.
Beautiful sunshine here.
Hugs to all. Xox.

 

[corvidae]

1: non-local strawberries really don't taste like anything.
2: important forms to fill out stress me out: thank gods for deodorant...
3: ...and the important forms also give me panic attacks.
4: i want to chug all the honey in the house, screw putting it into tea (or anything else).
5: anxiety, panic and hyper-vigilance seem to burn up calories (which would explain #4) but not the "right" ones.

 

[jaccat]

At least it's not quite so cold today.
Judging by what I've seen on here, most of the world seems to be in this cold spell!
My new vacuum sounds like a swarm of hornets when it's on.
I can lie in tomorrow!
Then- shoe shopping. Fun.

 

[Chimera]

I'm not going to think today...doing. heh
I need to plant my seeds, need more soil..and more seeds (even though I haven't planted the ones I've got) brilliant.
I am making spaghetti and meatballs either tonight or tomorrow, the sauce needs about 6 hours to cook and it's always better the day after..
I am flat again :/
Something happened to my neck and shoulder last night, woke up sobbing.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

Stressing about no job yet
Waiting for the sun to come out again.
Worried about the future, I know stupid.
I should do something fun today.
Glad I do not have to go out until a few hours from now.

 

[Chimera]

@gizmo
:hug:
(If it's ok)

 

[Deleted member 12723]

Yes hugs are very good, thank you.

 

[UnKnown-Self]

I am getting a bladder infection and I wonder if it's from all the sugar I've been consuming. I need to get some cranberry juice but there is something oddly comfortating in the pain and at the same time I know there is no way I will sprawl in front of a doctor.

At the therapist office in session, parts don't exactly "talk" to me but there is am awareness, a knowingness that I can only explain as it must be similar to a psychic. Some are okay with their names known. Others not and I tell T so. I have to respect them if I expect any trust.

Some want to question her. Get a feel for her. They are tired of phonies.

I am tired

I am tired

 

[Chimera]

I am getting a bladder infection and I wonder if it's from all the sugar I've been consumin...

Do you have tumeric?
Best all around medicine I've ever encountered, must be combined with ground pepper or ginger 4/1 ratio.
Alongside cranberry juice, no more sugar is a solid plan.
I hope you feel better soon

 

[Tinyflame]

1. I super-crave tumeric.
2.

I'm an heartless bitch

No. She needs time to pull back to center without judgment. Your understanding & lack of judgment support her. :hug:
3. I will 'ask' for you @gizmo . :hug:
4. @Chimera your spaghetti & meatballs :hungry: actually make me feel like eating something
5. It is today/ tomorrow/ feels like now a 'crappy' anniversary. I feel lost. :( Lost, devastated, empty, hollow, alone, unreal, tired. Very, very, very tired.

 

[Chimera]

@Junebug but you are not alone, actually you're sorta stuck with us...well until you imply we ain't helping anymore..
I wish you could understand my desire to share food, to sit and eat and talk with anyone who might like to sit...and eat and talk.. @Muse I also fantasize about an environment we could coexist in..and finding a way to mainfest it into being
Empty/lost/hollow/tired are all valid feelings, please be kind to yourself.