5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[Muttly]

1) Holy hell did that make me mad. Ok, going to use that anger to crutch my way out to the mailbox.
2) Please, please let there be an L&I check
3) Hmm... I also need to pee. How do I lose track of that
4) By the way, found my pain meds. Of course, not that I've found them I haven't taken any. Pain is a bit more manageable.
5) I thought I would nap but that doesn't seem to be happening

 

[Friday]

what’s it called when...

Insides on the outsides! :eek: Who called Abandon Ship!?!

Oh wait... that’s also when you manage to piss yourself &/or shart, too. :whistling: Not that that’s ever happened to me. Errrr. Um. Yeah.

 

[intothelight]

1. Make a hiring decision.
2. Pack for a weekend trip.
3. A lot of decisions to be made setting the stage for the next two months.
4. Home improvement projects...what is first?
5. Deep breath, deep breath, calm the racing mind.

 

[MrMoonlight]

-more safe place time
-need to get out of the house; golf
-check west pool for heat
-eat and care for myself with understanding
-breathe

 

[EveHarrington]

1) am I acting out or am I having fun?
2) stability means I can be productive!
3) I need to eat better.
4) what if...? Re: ex.
5) I don’t want to clean the house lol.

 

[Muttly]

1) Wow am I a cranky-pants this morning
2) I am not impressed with uber so far. I think I don't get how it works
3) Maybe I should just suck it up and drive?
4) I am not much of a weather complain, but sheesh, this is not pleasant
5) it takes a researcher to figure out that working three jobs and/or struggling to pay the bills puts a strain on a marriage? really1?!?! really!??!? gee, thanks Mr. Researcher, no one could have figured that out

 

[Ronin]

1) @Muttly, I'm with you in the 'f*ckity.' bag about meds.
2) 'Ya, wrong mottos ese. It's promises to /keep/'.
3) Click. Not thinking of that racing guy. Flip. Other scene.
4) Relearning to not live in looks-and-bite-me.
5) Static of another decade. L.S., we're really leaving the sea at 'it's complicated'.

 

[intothelight]

1. Let the redecorating begin. :)
2. Peace is the goal and the peace that comes from balance in all of its dimensions.
3. Embracing the complexities and interrelationships of what use to be more cut and dried. Nothing is simple, but the complexity is beautiful and solutions are simple but their effects flow like water throughout all the layers.
4. Who says change has to be incremental?
5. Don't overthink it, do it, live it and adjust from there. Face the fear and walk through it.

 

[The Albatross]

I'm thinking:
1. This is just a check in/status update.
2. Life has been presenting new challenges.
3. Only one "trigger" since November (yay me)
4. Miss some things but not others.
5. Well wishes and blessings to you all toward your recovery.

 

[DharmaGirl]

It snowed again! How dare it snow and go down into the 20s! I just planted seeds!
I should have used my mini greenhouses.
I will plant some today.
I found some table covers that fit perfectly over my round raised bed. I never bought them. Hmm, did the fairies leave them?
It's kind of cold in here.

 

[Muttly]

1) this thread has been a bit slow of late
2) I have a very hard time separating out fatigue vs bad mood vs sick
3) I am convinced that tomorrow the dr is going to say I am ready to go back to work, on light duty, and that is stress me out
4) T stuff is complicated
5) which reminds me, time for another kind of T

 

[ninja]

I should clean my apartment more regularly so that it doesn't build up. Luckily it is small so even when it is bad it isn't too big of a job. Just the bathroom and floors left.
Cleaning makes me feel like I am starting a new leaf or something. I do not enjoy it, but it is so nice to have a clean space. Now I'd like to take that internally and create a healthier environment for my body with healthier foods.
I do enjoy taking out the trash and throwing it into the bins.
I'd like to be able to set a goal and then reach it. I know I am not the kind of person who can follow strict routines, so whatever sorts of structure do work are the ones with flexibility. If I try to be strict I fail and end up feeling defeated.
As much as it is sometimes scary to do new things, or be in new places it is necessary.