5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[Lionheart]

Spring is not so far away,.....it's almost the end of February and March marks the ending of winter.:)
I wish cotton was a monkey...(little rascals reference).;):p:D
Mr. Magoo was a creepy sort of cartoon character...what was up with that?:confused:
I don't want to adult today.:barefoot:
I think I will color.:whistling:

 

[Muttly]

@Lionheart777 my little was suddenly like, yes, let's not adult today!!!!

1) heard the first thrush of the season. the weather disagrees but spring approaches
2) my dog is super itchy. I think I'll give him a benedryl
3) that was fun last night. I need to bring the bunny on the couch with me more often. She enjoyed it too
4) why do I have a stomach ache?
5) Life is confusing

 

[intothelight]

1. How do you make major decisions for another person you don't even know?
2. Fairness is an illusion and crap shoot is a better description. Sometimes its 7's and other times its "snake eyes".
3. Why is communication so difficult?
4. Best month ever and not the time of year this is suppose to happen. Why don't I feel more excitement instead or trepidation?
5. Need to lighten up and capture the fun side of me. Its in here somewhere.

 

[Tinyflame]

1. Don't know how to get thru this day, and the next 3 wednesdays after that. :(:cry:
2. Couldn't ask about a trust issue so not taking any chances, with the absence of not knowing either way.

 

[Chiqui]

The Monster is awake. I am trying to be fast and put him back to sleep.

It has done many bad things already. He has opened my memories from the past, many, and all at once.

My chest is under presure. I will do some deep breathing. Hipervigilance. May be some dark forces around, always ready I was told.

Soo tiring and unmarked route for my thinking makes me sad.

Note for the self: stop forever this stupidity of helping/saving people. It is not your duty and you end resentful and hurt. No, no and no.

 

[Muttly]

@Junebug and @Chiqui sending your support your way

1) just got reminded surgery was only 2.5 weeks ago. One of the dogs bumped my knee. While it was a solid bump, I don't think normally it would have bothered me. However this time it was, lie down holding the leg and breath in tight gasp pain. And 30 minutes later it still hurts like hell
2) And my good knee is really sore today. I'm sure I've just tweaked it compensating for the other leg but shit
3) Sheesh, it sounds like I am feeling sorry for myself. Am I?
4) I really, really want to get things done. I hate how non-functional I am today. (ugh, more whining)
5) Maybe I do some art. Maybe then I can get whatever is in my head out.

 

[Teasel]

Dawn soon, sky was pretty at dawn yesterday. Wonder what it'll be like today.

I liked walking in the fresh snow yesterday. The squeak under each step!

I'm glad the birds had some of the bird food we left out.

I've made pots of sugar free jelly, fruit and trifle sponges. I have Soya Custard and cream to add to em.

I want to cook something new to me.

 

[Ronin]

How do you make major decisions for another person you don't even know?

With what you know, and for the situation described / if they lied or it's not accurate info, that's on them and not you.

2. Books & balloons
3. And taking down that Confederate flag (what the hell, you're wrong century & wrong country, asshole).
4. Counterflags & other bullshit, bullet biting isn't the program of the week, self.
5. ... Milk. I again forgot the milk. (And I need to think of that, instead of people.)

 

[Chiqui]

@Ronin, yes! First, the milk!! @Muttly , thanks for the support :)

1. All this can easily drive me crazy :O_o:
2. Feeling better today, but still rumiating rubbish
3. Cold It is a trigger!!
4. I must be more carefull with friendships
On line. Talk about very personal stuff can have a bitter, sad, ragefull end :cry:
5. And yes, I have my piece of responsability here, too.

 

[Tinyflame]

Thank you @Muttly :hug::hug::hug: . I hope your pain subsides. Rest? :hug:

 

[Chiqui]

1. Yes, I have shared more than I was ready for. With another woman without ptsd...:meh:
2. Now, big trust issues arises again. Dam Facebook!! Ainsss...:O_o:
4. Lots of crying this week and headaches.
5. I am decided to get some very good learning on this and DO NOT isolated myself for this. I can learn and change.:geek:
6. Being vulnerable with the right people. Patience. (Number 3 is gone!!) :hug:

 

[intothelight]

1. I've tried the vulnerable thing and it just leaves you open for hurt. Wall up, anger charged and bitch on.
2. You can only depend on yourself and don't forget that. Always been that way and always will.
3. Doing for myself this weekend because I deserve it.
4. Uhh, I don't feel like tackling this again.
5. Trust the process because the less "human" involvement the better.