5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[RVA21]

1. There aren't enough sensible people in the world.
2. Lying does not = respect.
3. Whimsical doll houses ?
4. Haunted houses ?
5. Black Shuck ❤❤❤

 

[MrMoonlight]

* I need to be more positive in the way I think.
* exercise
* I need to save myself; be the change and all that.
* how music can attach itself to times and places
* not going to expect different anymore
* that believing/trusting in anything outside yourself is a fool's game,

 

[Rani G2]

I’m thinking a bit too much about getting physically stronger
I must get physically and mentally stronger
I need to be physically and mentally strong, muscle gain muscle gain! Martial arts
Who will attack me? I must be prepared for the battle, I must always be ready!
Who is saying this? I feel weak

 

[mumstheword]

Things are getting better.
I am getting better.
The future looks exciting.
I have good plans and good discernment.
All my "wise work" or enwisening work is paying off.

 

[Tornadic Thoughts]

Bringing material things in without releasing something starts to feel crowded.
Old things carry old energies that could better serve someone else.
Broken things carry stuck energy that serve no one.
The rewards in between making progress will be creative time and drum time.
My home is an extension of me and I feel the need to be clutter-free.

 

[Tinyflame]

Many things have ended.
Mourning is a luxury when under others demands, and lack of care for it.
Having a hard time dealing with others grief and fear and emotional volatility.
Only have to be told to leave once. But better truth and clarity.
Hard struggle. And one of ostracization and aloneness.

 

[ChildofGod]

I have survived human trafficking.

 

[ChildofGod]

I was able to leave for 3 nights and four days.
I do not care for Christmas at all.
I miss my horse that I used to have.
For some things, knowing and not knowing are equally awful.
If I was of only average intelligence, I know that I would not be in my situation.

 

[ChildofGod]

I am tired of being human.

I have survived nonstate torture and ritual abuse.

I am sick of cleaning.

I miss riding horses.

I wish there wasn't music playing in every place that I go.

 

[RussellSue]

Public utilities should be better organized.
The outside of my thigh is numb.
My home should be better organized.
I wonder if there really are a lot of jobs in teaching English as a second language.
Are there more than two ingredients in guacamole?

 

[DentedCan 2.0]

1) What my life would've been like had I not been a cop.
2) How much I hate 6 months of winter.
3) If my mechanic screwed me over.
4) About one of the times I had to pick up body parts.
5) About a work colleague who committed suicide before he retired.

It's a dull, cold, gloomy day and I'm a negative nellie on steroids.

@CdnCopper I have been reading up on your story. Couldn’t help but be intrigued as it is so close to my friend/partner. He is a LEO as am I, he was previously a medic. He has only recently acknowledged he has PTSD and only disclosed it to ME and then immediately pushed me away.
As a sufferer what would be the best and worst thing for a supporter to do?

 

[GrayOwl]

@CdnCopper I have been reading up on your story. Couldn’t help but be intrigued as it is so close to my friend/partner. He is a LEO as am I, he was previously a medic. He has only recently acknowledged he has PTSD and only disclosed it to ME and then immediately pushed me away.
As a sufferer what would be the best and worst thing for a supporter to do?

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