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5 Things I'm Thinking Today

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* I need to be more positive in the way I think.
* exercise
* I need to save myself; be the change and all that.
* how music can attach itself to times and places
* not going to expect different anymore
* that believing/trusting in anything outside yourself is a fool's game,
 
Many things have ended.
Mourning is a luxury when under others demands, and lack of care for it.
Having a hard time dealing with others grief and fear and emotional volatility.
Only have to be told to leave once. But better truth and clarity.
Hard struggle. And one of ostracization and aloneness.
 
I was able to leave for 3 nights and four days.
I do not care for Christmas at all.
I miss my horse that I used to have.
For some things, knowing and not knowing are equally awful.
If I was of only average intelligence, I know that I would not be in my situation.
 
Public utilities should be better organized.
The outside of my thigh is numb.
My home should be better organized.
I wonder if there really are a lot of jobs in teaching English as a second language.
Are there more than two ingredients in guacamole?
 
1) What my life would've been like had I not been a cop.
2) How much I hate 6 months of winter.
3) If my mechanic screwed me over.
4) About one of the times I had to pick up body parts.
5) About a work colleague who committed suicide before he retired.

It's a dull, cold, gloomy day and I'm a negative nellie on steroids.
@CdnCopper I have been reading up on your story. Couldn’t help but be intrigued as it is so close to my friend/partner. He is a LEO as am I, he was previously a medic. He has only recently acknowledged he has PTSD and only disclosed it to ME and then immediately pushed me away.
As a sufferer what would be the best and worst thing for a supporter to do?
 
@CdnCopper I have been reading up on your story. Couldn’t help but be intrigued as it is so close to my friend/partner. He is a LEO as am I, he was previously a medic. He has only recently acknowledged he has PTSD and only disclosed it to ME and then immediately pushed me away.
As a sufferer what would be the best and worst thing for a supporter to do?
Welcome to you BLH. Great resources and support here. Please browse. I have found insight, healing and support. I hope you do also.
 

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