5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[Deleted member 29920]

Dilbert
Chopin
Larkin
Guitar gal
Cheeks

 

[RavenGirl]

1.Biking with friends is awesome!
2. How can an assessor admit to you that he's pretty much pre - judges people when he sees them in the waiting room? WTF
3. I Hate holier than thou people.
4. Great friends are rare, and I'm glad I have a couple of them.
5. I love that my husband is so supportive.

 

[Tinyflame]

1. Caught in deluge walker sister's dog- 'soggy doggy & wet panty aunty' was as humorous as I could view it :eek::shifty: Nice to see a rainbow later though
2. Feel fairly discouraged at thought of trying to re-parent myself. Well past the best before date on that one. Where to begin when you don't know what you missed? Must say as informative as "Sesame Street identifies emotions" was, it's kind of sickening to be at this point at 47. Wow.
3. Feels pretty degrading. Use 10 words to describe yourself wouldn't be pretty! Lol.
4. Have a glass of red wine here am finding the smell overpowering. Becoming more like the dog everyday. :rolleyes:
5. I think from what people have said, lots of therapists aim to 're-create' or return to a sense of safety I don't think I ever had in the first place. And unequivocal trust- difficult. Can't ever really hope for trust because with rare exception it's not required to be given.

 

[Tinyflame]

1. I am awfully whiny. I think at those times, "Pity party, Table for One". But the truth is, it's quite devastating.
2. Hugs to all, especially those who could use one xox.

 

[Anrish]

1. Don't wanna leave.
2. Frozen inside.
3. Wanna hide.
4. Feeling aggressive against myself.
5. Crying or...what else?

 

[Recovery4Me]

@intothelight ((hugs)) Sorry you were triggered.
@Junebug I am listening to you offering some intense thoughts. :tup: I am so proud of you. :hug::hug:Xxo0
@Anrish ...No what else: please release those tears:hug:
I am tired of dealing with these reddish yucky eyes. Day 7 and they are rebelling. Hopefully only a few more to heal.
I cut on my own hair as I grew impatient for my eyes to heal in order to get my hair cut by a hairstylist. Glad hair grows back free...:wideeyed::clown:

 

[Anrish]

@Recovery4Me thank you. I'll hopefully cry when I return home. On that stupid outing right now. Six hours to remain like stone.

 

[Deleted member 29920]

((((((@Anrish)))))) we're with you in spirit :) :ninja:
I slept too long
I still feel tired
I have to exercise
I wonder when I'll receive the thing I ordered

 

[Ronin]

@Anrish, don't think for a second we're not there.
@Junebug, it ain't whiny, it's sharing yourself, and that's gloriousness.
Yep, relate, @intothelight. I don't handle BPD fellas well either, on average.
Happier of knowing what day it is. I know what date, but figuring what day in the week that is has gone oddly lately.
Stuck somewhere else, emotionally.

 

[Tinyflame]

@Junebug, it ain't whiny, it's sharing yourself, and that's gloriousness.

Ugh. it's TMI, to me. I just want to be normal. :meh::(
(((((((( Hugs))))))

 

[Deleted member 29920]

@Junebug :hug::hug: Xoxo
Received!
Hope I'm not allergic
Argh, what if I am?!
:confused:

 

[jaccat]

Stress = excema, again.:meh:
How can I shut my head off from all 'that' when I'm at work, yet it swamps me the minute I leave?
I could have another 10 days of waiting yet. 10 days of not knowing, doubting myself, trying to override the bit of me that despises myself, not believing I can but knowing I have to somehow.
Still angry at myself over how I handled what happened on Tuesday. Not helping. At all.
At least dinner was nice.