Aw
@Cashew thank you. :hug: Yes unless I'm numb I usually care pretty easily.
1. Missed meeting friends, ran too late. Unavoidable. :(
2. Though disappointed, I don't feel entirely guilty about #1, as I notice I'm awfully tired.
3. Ended up at a river with a history= SI palnning, floating grief & ~journal notes down it. Used to fear what if my body resurfaced & a kid found it? Family on the other side. Went down the bank despite myself, guage depth, take a look. But lo-&-behold 2 geese sitting there in the grass! :wideeyed: :) They stayed. One sleeping I think? Looked up but put it's head back down.
4. When I came home 2 crows on the line with their heads together, like a movie. :) :inlove: If my phone was not so 'dumb' I'd have pcs! Nearly got run down by my neighbour- he should watch here he's going. ;)
5. A bunny under only 1 of 2 trees at a big box store with nearly all concrete. Funny, no one looked (yes he really was there) lol. But really they didn't.
1. Realized when I find food outside I feel almost compelled to take it, even if I have the same at home & don't eat it. Raelize it comes from the feeling of when I had to make do outside of the home/ couldn't go home for stretches. At least I get it now.
2. Oh ya, found an orange colored bear the other day.
3. Want/ need/ supposed to dump the SI, but I don't know if I genuinely can hack it.
4. Thanks
@Cj77 for letting me ramble again. :hug: