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5 Things I'm Thinking Today

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1. @jaccat enjoy tonight/ tomorrow. :hug:
2. ((((((((((((( @Berlinda )))))))))))
3. ((((((((((((( @Medic72 )))))))))))
4. Mystery solved- it's a nest 3 or 4, think high up in a non-sprayed tree, the one with me has dark red head, the others light. Hope they're not 'keeling over' somewhere, they took off (thankfully) while spraying, I mostly avoided their areas, & the one ('nosy' lol) is running under evergreens. The other ones come close but soon as I look they fly away fast. The other one that's not afraid, OMG- he was nearly on my shoulder- seriously no exageration. :wideeyed: When I started to spray I couldn't see him right behind me, he took off so fast I just about had a heart attack lol. Seriously hope I haven't murdered them though, geez. :rolleyes: Would have waited 2 days but afraid of relative's reaction if I didn't.
5. Sorry it's so long, sorry if 100 "a's" are missing

Hey 6. I will call the bird RoadRunner :) :inlove:
 
1. They're back chirping, hope that's a good sign
2. Each has a different sounding 'chirp'
3. Occurred to me, I care more about a small bird's life than my own. Seriously. It's really quite strange. :(
4. ETA, I have to admit I redirected one of these very same caterpillars I'm spraying away from traffic the other day. It could have been guilt though. :(
 
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Aw @Cashew thank you. :hug: Yes unless I'm numb I usually care pretty easily.

1. Missed meeting friends, ran too late. Unavoidable. :(
2. Though disappointed, I don't feel entirely guilty about #1, as I notice I'm awfully tired.
3. Ended up at a river with a history= SI palnning, floating grief & ~journal notes down it. Used to fear what if my body resurfaced & a kid found it? Family on the other side. Went down the bank despite myself, guage depth, take a look. But lo-&-behold 2 geese sitting there in the grass! :wideeyed: :) They stayed. One sleeping I think? Looked up but put it's head back down.
4. When I came home 2 crows on the line with their heads together, like a movie. :) :inlove: If my phone was not so 'dumb' I'd have pcs! Nearly got run down by my neighbour- he should watch here he's going. ;)
5. A bunny under only 1 of 2 trees at a big box store with nearly all concrete. Funny, no one looked (yes he really was there) lol. But really they didn't.

1. Realized when I find food outside I feel almost compelled to take it, even if I have the same at home & don't eat it. Raelize it comes from the feeling of when I had to make do outside of the home/ couldn't go home for stretches. At least I get it now.
2. Oh ya, found an orange colored bear the other day.
3. Want/ need/ supposed to dump the SI, but I don't know if I genuinely can hack it.
4. Thanks @Cj77 for letting me ramble again. :hug:
 
1: the strangest things show up on caller ID sometimes. once i got called by the colour green.
2: i have a new cell phone that i'm terrified of.
3: not only is hindsight 20/20 for me, but my "ah-ha" moments seem to be retroactive as well.
4: worry x 10^100th power.
5: anxiety is so bad i'm sure that it's replaced all my red blood cells by now.
 
1. It's not hot enough for me. And I need the sea for this hot. This hot is boring.
2. Shuffling past inspired flashbacks & switches alike. Dear me, shove it.
3. Worried about a friend. On another hand, some co-dependence may be going on there, so letting that sail.
4. All around: That ship sailed, self.
5. Need more broccoli.
 

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