5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[Ronin]

She's better than me, she's laughing at me, she's better than me...

If she needs to laugh at you?

That by default means she won't ever be even a tenth as good as you, much less better. :ninja::hug:

 

[Ronin]

& I'm all the silent high fives and determined-congratulation gestures to Ninjabug. Go for it, @Junebug. :cool: KIAI.

 

[Tinyflame]

KIAI

Oh haha . I can use that @ work? :tup: :)
Would you believe they told ppl at work environment (staff) not to smile or be friendly with workers/ organization I work with (works in there)? I don't like he word 'crazy' but will apply it here. Good thing is they seem to be 'forgetting' to apply it to me. One of my co-workers said she dreads going in there every day.

It would have been my mom's birthday today.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

@Junebug :hug::hug::hug:

 

[Ronin]

I don't like he word 'crazy' but will apply it here.

Yeah that's not even crazy man, that's bugf*ck insane.
Errr, noo, *bugs* are actually nice and lovely and making sense on all fronts. ;) Better leave them out of this.

It would have been my mom's birthday today.

Hugs to you, dear Buggie. Hoping today can be a day of gentle care and remembering the warm moments together.

 

[Tinyflame]

Oh hee @Ronin . Yes. -> :eek::wacky:

(Thank you. :hug: :inlove: )

 

[Ronin]

1. Not coming. Sleeping off yesterday & ignoring people.
2. Guilt for prioritizing myself for once needs to move it.
3. .... Zzzzz. Ditto 4&5.

 

[Deleted member 29920]

I am amazed by the kindness of people on this forum

Garfield :)

Rest

Hydrate

Rest more

 

[NatBird]

I'm stupid, useless, ugly, worthless and deluded

Do some household chores whilst you're thinking that

I'm pathetic

Why am I thinking like this

Thoughts are thoughts best not to jump on the train

I'm already on the train, someone help me get off

You're so dependent

Okay stop, that's way too many thoughts for this post

 

[VioletButterfly]

@NatBird - I think I boarded the train one stop up from you. Sending gentle, reassuring patience your way. For me, I went to Youtube and started listening to music. I've gone the gamete from Marvin Gaye to now Hillsong. I seem to always end up at the feet of the throne when I'm feeling this way; it's all I know to do. Wishing you the best!!!

 

[Deleted member 12723]

What I fear usually does not happen, damn negative thoughts:banghead:
Learning to stand alone on my own two feet:tup:
Practicing coping skills and gaining competance.:tup:
Today is a awesome day weather wise.:cool:
I just love weekends which is a big change in my life recently.:p

 

[trying2movefwd]

Life sucks!
Life is too hard!
Im getting fat
Im not meeting my goal today
I think people think that due to the severity of my mental health challenges I am truly incapable. I would hate to lose custody of my children because my mental health is too severe. Some people suspect I am a drug addict or alcholic when in fact i abhor both. I actually have aversions to both as my abuse was in a drug and alchoholic environment. I want to cry. I want to hurt. Crazy thoughts, huh? :(