5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[Ronin]

1. Technically she should be able to abide when it was phrased as a request, but given how ignorant of boundaries they all are, I'm not getting my hopes up and just continue to look into options of blocking her.
2. I may not be the baddest motherf*cker in the goddamn valley, but I can still be the smoothest & politest one, so it will even out.
3. God bless whoever this player is, for she's restoring my ability to think of freedom at all.
4. Oh hooray, a warm food, times two. I'm improving.
5. Celebrate & Mourn. & Neither too long. Grateful, for so much, to so many. You're still family, brothers & sisters.

 

[Bristol]

1. Loved seeing the sun and getting the washing out to dry, lush day
2. Wish these body memories would do one
3. Do I drink tonight even though I know it will make it even harder to sleep?
4. Decisions on what to email T how do I know what I should be doing!
5. Run today made me feel powerful must stick to it

 

[Lionheart]

One is the loneliest number that you'll ever do. *(heavy sigh)
I think I am a descent catch, for the right lady.
One thing I think about not smoking tobacco,.....it won't kill me.
I'm looking forward to meeting the new psyche doctor in a few weeks.
It is currently 75 degrees, I am so happy spring has finally arrived...think I will open the windows for awhile, kick back and enjoy.

 

[Heather]

Emotions do not travel in rational channels.
I need a bath.
My daughter's critter only has a few months to live: very sad.
I broke my wrist and it freaking hurts!!!!
I want to move far away from here..

 

[Ronin]

1. Just what I was waiting for.
2. No, can no do now. Unless you get me a different passport pronto.
3. No, not up to speed & will have to wait.
4. First cutting the lines of local suckers.
5. Iie. First, breathing & homiewatching. Everyone in the bloody universe can wait when it's a friends time.

 

[Ronin]

I have to make it rhyme to make it stick.

I relate quite a lot.

First it has to rhyme, second it has to have a move associated to it, or it just doesn't stick. :cautious::facepalm:

 

[Anrish]

1. This day sucks.
2. I cannot sleep enough to heal at the moment.
3. The more I panic the more my ekzems itch...
4. Another invitation for a family reunion....backing off quickly!
5. I want it over.

 

[jaccat]

1. Yet another neighbour chopping a tree down this morning. I need to move.
2. I may not be able to stand the neighbour, but her cat is a sweetie.
3. I think it's the recipe that's flawed, and not my baking skills. There's no way the dough should come out like that. Pity, beuse it has the potential to be amazing.
4. I hate the fact that this anxiety rash had forced me to resort to steroid creams. Not good at all, let alone for large patches of skin, and this patch stretches from neck to ankle.
5. There's such a thing as listening to too much Ed Sheeran.

 

[Tornadic Thoughts]

How lucky/fortunate/blessed/grateful I am to still be married to someone who also likes to grow things, cook, and do dishes....my hero. :inlove:

How much energy/clarity/pain relief/appetite satiation all of those well-planned fruits, veggies, nuts, and legumes manage to provide for my biology. :tup:

Looking forward to the effects of singing bowls and gongs later today, along with some incredibly helpful restorative yoga instruction. :singing:

Remembering how different my weekends used to be just a few years ago as I curled up in my bed or on my couch more often than not, sleeping off hangovers from hell brought about by trying to drown my sorrows and pains, or trying to eat them away with foods mostly served to me through my car window or from my microwave, along with the multiple unpleasant side effects from being overly and mis-medicated by the ones who can prescribe. :hungover:

Hydration, herbs, and breath, oh my. :cool:

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I recognize that I am in a sleep deprived state:coffee:
I have had a bad week:confused:
I look nice today:rolleyes:
I need to sleep at night.:cry:
I am sooooooo tired:sleep::sleep::sleep::sleep:

 

[Teasel]

1 ~ I have slept too much
2 ~ Which usually happens when I'm withdrawing into the safety of the night (no peoole)
3 ~ Glad I feel real self compassion now
4 ~ so much better than beating self up
5 ~ Been feeling so frightened about abandonment and feelings of intrinsic badness being the only explanation for abandonment. Very glad to be able to see this as opposed to being it.

 

[Ronin]

1. I can't believe I've re-rotated my sleep times for this bullshit.
2. Why am I even losing time with those suckers.
3. Ffs, I /need/ intellectual & emotional peers. Yet the closest people I have are a country away /too/.
4. & A water that makes me sick (thank you, Communism!)
5. A lot of redacted commentary, but never f*cking mind, that bullshit commentary is my Fight right now, and fight = Good.