5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[Deleted member 12723]

I am still not sleeping through the night.
I have a stupid stomach ache.
Looking for things to sell around here
I wish that I felt better.
Sigh,

 

[SophiaWisdom]

@Ronin thank you so much for the kindness!

I saw The Shack yesterday and it gave me the same revelation you are mentioning - that I have to stay on earth because my husband has not met me yet and would probably be devastated if he didn't get to.

 

[Muttly]

Maybe I should text my therapist back
maybe this isn't the right place right now
i cant eat
no words work
i don't usually say this but I am really not ok. or maybe I say it all the time. maybe what I actually don't say is I need help but I'm not actually going to say that am I? f*ck I had some other point i think but I've lost it

 

[Chiqui]

Thanks, just booked for tomorrow @Berlinda :tup:

An infection, one week antibiotics. It is f*cking painful!!!

 

[Ronin]

no words work

And do pictures, flash cards, the like?

i cant eat

& Liquids or mashed food?

 

[SophiaWisdom]

1) I feel like I waste time spending so much time on this forum but it really is needed for me
2) I judge myself for being so unproductive a member in society
3) I wonder why I do that now when I'm so much a whole-er, more healed person than in my early 20s yet I didn't judge myself then for just spending all this time watching porn or combing the internet uselessly
4) I really should shower but I seriously hate showering esp. when I have to wash my hair which is so unbearably long b/c I was too sick to get it cut and people give me so many bad haircuts so I have to do so much research so now my hair is weird long Hawaiian Tropic model hair that you would think I like but I actually really really really really find it annoying cuz I'm normally a medium-short hair girl lol
5) That must mad eme laugh and I feel a little better and I hate that my tremors are back

 

[Muttly]

@Ronin both ideas are good. I actuallty bought a bunch of stuff for making smoothies yesterday. don't think i can manage makign now but can work on it. I might have a nutritional drink hidden away in the freezer. will try in a bit. queasy right now

definitely like the flash card idea. others inside are intrigued

(is nice to have aplace, outside of therapy where i can talk about the others)

 

[SophiaWisdom]

(is nice to have aplace, outside of therapy where i can talk about the others)

Agree completely! Where I can be my full self and just vent! Love this forum

 

[Deadman]

• I'm thinking about whether or not I should switch from a 5x5 to a 3x3 strength training program
• I'm thinking I have to find an enjoyable activity
• I'm thinking I missed breakfast
• I'm thinking its good to be getting fresh duck and guinea fowl eggs again
• I'm thinking spring is here!

 

[Naoru]

@Anrish I think you would rather pay to stop me playing :ninja::laugh:
2 Brother requested to connect on social media. Gives more things to think about than I care to.
3 Back to t in a few days. This vacation has been nice. Very nice.
4 Fertility Festival on Sunday. :photogenic:
5 More answers next week. Might be a 'be careful what you ask for' type situation. Prepare with insane anxiety or procrastinate and roll with the punches? Procrastinate. :blackeye:

 

[Ronin]

1. Tango.
2. Memory, stop stealing my life, you're a ghost.
3. The spring would be more beautiful without all those smokers.
4. Sick as a dog but still intent on goddamn running. They don't stop & I can't make them stop? I'll run the soonest I can.
5. Neighborhood? I killed you in my head like hundred f*cking times already. Now I'm just at the wish of falling bricks. On your heads. With how many constructions are around, it'd be just eas-- nevermind.

 

[DharmaGirl]

I'm more blessed than I think.
My hens are going crazy laying eggs, I've given away so many!
I am working on an long term abusive relationship in therapy. I am not freaking out. Yet.
I see the surgeon next week. I am not freaking out. Yet.
Maybe I need some more chicks.