5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[Anrish]

1. Another sick day...yeah, I've been at work for two weeks without a break - and now monthly issues started.
2. Ouch, ouch, ouch!
3. Feeling unfocused.
4. Need breakfast.
5. I am afraif of next week - it will be quite long and harsh...appointments almost every day.

 

[BM2A]

1). Toil or sick days taken am losing count. Toil -26hours?
2). Back in work, on the treadmill, I'm focused, will re house lots of people/families today.
3). Back on the meds, and calming down finally.
4). I am boundaried, no colleague will be able to push shit on me today, I push right back.
5). My sense of self is getting stronger, there are boundaries everywhere, I dare anyone to try me today..

 

[intothelight]

Will be caught up with reconciling by the end of the day.
Going to check out the one shop I've wanted to the past three weeks.
Hopefully the rain didn't wash out the oil and I can comb out the rest of the burrs.
Remember its fast and its short and make the most of each day.
Need to embrace the challenge and the adventure.

 

[mumstheword]

I'm slipping further out of control again
I'm so worried for all the Americans who've lost their homes lately.
I hope I can keep it together until I get more help
I so want to be well
I always keep it together by white knuckling it
No wonder I'm so tired and all my zest and sing is faded and in hiding

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I don't know how to go on without my ex :(
3. I don't want to but have to because it's safer :(

I understand that feeling and train of thought, C j, Do what it is in your heart to do for some self care today. Good for you on getting angry and expressing it.:inlove::inlove::inlove::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug:

1 Today would have been my fortieth wedding anniversary with my husband.:(
2 Going to try to get a helium filled balloon and release it later on today in hopes of going some closure.:unsure::cautious:
3 Made a special dinner for tonight in the crock pot:hungry::hungry::hungry:
4 It is a bittersweet day today.:oops::cry:/:)
5 Going to reach out to friends today to help me stay out of my head.:joyful::playful::whistling:

 

[MrMoonlight]

Sending good vibes to you Rain. Crock pot meals usually turn out really good and tender...I need to pull out my cookbook and explore that a bit.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

Sending good vibes to you Rain. Crock pot meals usually turn out really good and tender...

Thank you so much, I appreciate this.:hug::hug::hug:

 

[Muttly]

Seems like everyone in here is struggling. Sending out support. @Rain Thinking of you and hoping you find some closure.

1. I don't want to go to the doctor. I've been doing ok with my doctor dread, but this time I'm freaking out. No matter what the doctor says, I need to say "I need an MRI"
2. I am so chronically tired lately
3. What if my feelings about J are because of the arrival of N. I suppose I should add that into my email to T.
4. Facebook.... I can't. Blah
5. it's been a while since I've been this completely overwhelmed

 

[Deleted member 12723]

Sending out support. @Rain Thinking of you and hoping you find some closure.

Thank you Muttly so much, hoping you feel more centered and strong again.

 

[Ronin]

1. One liners that take hours to write.
2. Nope. It's the past after all.
3. Suck it up & 'help as many people as you can before you go'. Fine, Brother. The ghost of your voice is still my compass.
4. Except I should listen to someone else, because sometimes survivalist rats aren't rats.
5. Keys.

 

[expectingbetter]

I caught a cold :blackeye:

Others see reliable, helpful, friendly person in me. :happy:

I must keep getting forward in my recovery, I am on a good way! :p

Lots of insights lately :D

Depression and fears GO away :notworthy:

 

[mumstheword]

The demons of you are nothing and nobody and unacceptable and contemptible are rearing their loathsome head(s) and trying to tear me down and reduce me to rubble.
I know these voices are not true but they still hurt me
Too many years being told it in little and big ways every day
When will the nasty ghosts of my past leave me be?
I AM somebody!
I AM worthy of love and acceptance!