5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[Ronin]

But if that keeps you happy in your bad situation is that good?

That piece of happy is the bits needed to have strength for the day, & one more day is one more day had for getting out / one more closer to having strength to get out, so... yea. Take all the happy you can get.

Is not like you chose to get in that hell, others chose that for you, & you dont owe them to be yet more unhappy than the situation makes you.

enjoying cross stitch.

Is super badass. :D also powerful practical art.

 

[Teasel]

Oh @Ronin :D

 

[NatBird]

Why am I so pathetic

I am a lost cause

Oh well, I was deluded to think I would turn out different

I am depressed

I really admire that woman's honesty

 

[Ronin]

I am a lost cause

Still trying...

If youre trying? Means not lost.

 

[Muttly]

1) Someday I will write it all out. It feels like a story I need to tell.
2) I hope that old guy goes on beating the odds for a while longer. :) What a great and amazing dog
3) I am fairly sure that toe isn't broken. Which means, hopefully it will heal quickly from the great ginger ale attack of 2019. heh
4) I still need to give special pup her meds. And she's grumpy. Ho hum
5) bed time?

 

[Teasel]

1☆ That cabbie was a bastard liar :poop:
2☆ Will pick up my car tomorrow (yay)
3☆ Progress made on getting away - another few baby steps at least.
4☆ That woman might be ok, my reactions to her are perhaps bigger than is warranted by her actions - might be a lot of my past coming into the equation too. We'll see.
5☆ Up the Supreme Court for saying the prorogation was illegal. ?

 

[NatBird]

1. I have been 'working' on me for over a decade, therapy, 12 steps, meditation, blah f*cking blah and yet I am in the same f*cking place
2. You don't stick to anything so what do you expect. Consistency bares fruit
3. I need to isolate
4. Just stay small and die
5. Where the f*ck am I?

 

[NatBird]

Yes I know I am in a flashback.Get me the f*ck out of here!

Its not entirely a flashback because of the recent assault. Oh now there is a valid reason for me to feel so f*cked

Things are better when I get out the house. Don't let the Critic keep you in all to himself. What a creep

I think some cracks are appearing, it feels like something is moving

Thank The Creator for PW flashbank managment and getting me out to the counsellor

 

[NatBird]

I meant flashback

 

[Ronin]

1) Madison
2) Meds
3) Still mad as hell at him for that greet, every of them years
4) Loss and walls
5) No self, you cant study personality disorders like pool moves.

 

[NatBird]

1. It was shit, f*ck is was really shit wasn't it. I guess this is another layer of the same shit. Another wave of acknowledgement and grief
2. I need better internal boundaries
3. This is the connective tissues
4. I'm loving the autumn. I'm loving being in season
5. I am grateful, so grateful

 

[Rani G2]

Want to binge eat on sweets, but nowhere to be found hah...gotcha
Abby Lincoln makes my Day
Where is the moon?
People screaming in the neighbourhood, wtf
I won’t answer the phone today, it’s dreamy and arty and soul Day, with good smells and mantra