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Heather_berry
My boyfriend and I have been together on and off for 5 years. It took me a long time to figure out how much hurt he has seen and figure out why he acts the way he does sometimes. His dad was never in his life. His father has another family in a different state and doesn't bother with him at all except for the occasional happy birthday and stuff like that. He has done his fair share if drugs to numb the pain. And pushed me away multiple times. Each time we have broken up it has been the worst experience. I am completely broken and never stop loving him even if I try to date someone else I think about him nonstop and compare the person to him. When he starts being nice again and we get back together in always so hesitant but I always give in and get back together and fall completely in love again. We have been together again for a year and he has been so sweet and perfect and then he left for the Air Force. It's been 5 months since we've been doing the long distance thing and we have fought a lot over dumb stuff. I'm always nagging him to text me or call me and send pictures and video chat with me and he hasn't done any of that at all hardly. So everyday I'm asking him why he never texts me or calls me and he says he's busy. Which he's is... Anyway finally he looses his temper and says he's done with this and wants to break up. I've been broken up with him enough times to know that I don't want to do it again. He is breaking my heart and in begging him to not give up yet. With his trust issues and abandonment issues I think he is just pushing me away bc he is scared. Is there anything I can do to convince him to try. :(
