AdrianaEve22
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I am 16, going on 17 in February of next year.
I live with my abusive, toxic, and narcissistic father who makes our lives a living hell. My mother always bends over backwards for us, even when she's fighting her own battles. My oldest sister has intellectual disabilities and is blind in one eye. My older sister is estranged from our family and is fighting her own battles from growing up in our abusive, dysfunctional household.
My father always yells at us and berates us for no reason. He is very crazy and is mentally ill. He literally yells at me for existing. He yells at us if we sleep in late, if we eat anything he doesn't like, if we go outside, or... LITERALLY ANYTHING!! He screams at my mother, saying that she's the worst mom ever and that she is a horrible person. He is financially abusing her and always demands to see her phone for no reason. He is even threatening to cut her phone line and he has even gone as far as to plant small cameras all around the house and the bedrooms to spy on us and listen in on our conversations. Yesterday he yelled at me, saying that he's the father and he makes the rules, and that I'm the worst daughter ever and spoiled. He even tried to hit me, but keeps denying that he did.
I spent the whole night crying in my mother's arms. I cannot deal with him anymore he is ruining our lives and makes me wanna kill myself. But I have to stay strong for my mentally challenged big sister. I am basically her second mother and the parent since no one else is mentally there to be one.
I worry about our safeties with our crazy father. He is always yelling for no reason and I worry about what he'll do to my family and I. He even abused my estranged older sister terribly when she was living here. He'd hit her, break her heart, say nasty things about her weight. He'd call her an elephant for drinking juice and make her cry. She now has a severe eating disorder. He'd yell at my mentally challenged sister and hit her to the point where she'd get blisters and break out in shingles from all of the stress.
He is just such a nasty and horrible person and I cannot deal with him anymore. I am honestly considering moving in with my older sister in Fairfax Corner despite her apartment being super tiny and way too small for the both of us. But I worry about what he will do to my mom, sister, and our two dogs. He is just such a huge dictator and fascist and I don't wanna do this anymore. It doesn't matter how much time I spend outside the house. He still manages to find a way to ruin everything! He's always yelling about how he pays for my room, pays the house, pays the cars, and pays for everything. Even when I'm not near him, I still here the sound of his voice yelling at me and saying the nastiest and the most horrible things. He is inescapable. I hate him so much and want him gone and it sucks that there's nothing we can do for now.
I am honestly considering running away. I'd rather live on the streets than bare another minute with him. But my family members and pets are all that I worry about. I don't wanna be miserable forever. He has done so much to ruin our lives. He never ever apologizes for hurting us and is just a completely inhumane person.
I live with my abusive, toxic, and narcissistic father who makes our lives a living hell. My mother always bends over backwards for us, even when she's fighting her own battles. My oldest sister has intellectual disabilities and is blind in one eye. My older sister is estranged from our family and is fighting her own battles from growing up in our abusive, dysfunctional household.
My father always yells at us and berates us for no reason. He is very crazy and is mentally ill. He literally yells at me for existing. He yells at us if we sleep in late, if we eat anything he doesn't like, if we go outside, or... LITERALLY ANYTHING!! He screams at my mother, saying that she's the worst mom ever and that she is a horrible person. He is financially abusing her and always demands to see her phone for no reason. He is even threatening to cut her phone line and he has even gone as far as to plant small cameras all around the house and the bedrooms to spy on us and listen in on our conversations. Yesterday he yelled at me, saying that he's the father and he makes the rules, and that I'm the worst daughter ever and spoiled. He even tried to hit me, but keeps denying that he did.
I spent the whole night crying in my mother's arms. I cannot deal with him anymore he is ruining our lives and makes me wanna kill myself. But I have to stay strong for my mentally challenged big sister. I am basically her second mother and the parent since no one else is mentally there to be one.
I worry about our safeties with our crazy father. He is always yelling for no reason and I worry about what he'll do to my family and I. He even abused my estranged older sister terribly when she was living here. He'd hit her, break her heart, say nasty things about her weight. He'd call her an elephant for drinking juice and make her cry. She now has a severe eating disorder. He'd yell at my mentally challenged sister and hit her to the point where she'd get blisters and break out in shingles from all of the stress.
He is just such a nasty and horrible person and I cannot deal with him anymore. I am honestly considering moving in with my older sister in Fairfax Corner despite her apartment being super tiny and way too small for the both of us. But I worry about what he will do to my mom, sister, and our two dogs. He is just such a huge dictator and fascist and I don't wanna do this anymore. It doesn't matter how much time I spend outside the house. He still manages to find a way to ruin everything! He's always yelling about how he pays for my room, pays the house, pays the cars, and pays for everything. Even when I'm not near him, I still here the sound of his voice yelling at me and saying the nastiest and the most horrible things. He is inescapable. I hate him so much and want him gone and it sucks that there's nothing we can do for now.
I am honestly considering running away. I'd rather live on the streets than bare another minute with him. But my family members and pets are all that I worry about. I don't wanna be miserable forever. He has done so much to ruin our lives. He never ever apologizes for hurting us and is just a completely inhumane person.
