Am I Really Worthy Of This... Self-doubts :(

[J_trustno1]

I am finally invited for an interview tomorrow after 6 months.
As many of you will know that I have been crazily applying for jobs for over a year now. I have finally passed the first round of telephone interview, passed the psychometric test (behavioural and maths/common sense Test). Tomorrow is the biggest day for me. I have an interview which will involve a 30 min test around the job (dealing with data) and the other 1 hr is simply them having me on trial as a victim :nailbiting::facepalm:lol.

The criteria to be selected for this particular job involves:

• Have you got what it takes to fit into our team?
• You have a passion for data and presenting information accurately in new and interesting ways
• You are a good communicator and are confident in discussing your ideas. You’re upfront and honest in dealing with people and are confident to stand your own ground when necessary.
• You have proven ability to understand and manipulate data and may have experience using SQL or similar database tools.
• You are smart and quick to absorb new ideas, alert and open minded, and able to find solutions to problems you’ve not encountered before.
• You like to have fun, but you believe in getting things done right and on time – no “dropping the ball”

What scares me is that I haven't dealt with most of the statistical programs for 2-3 years now and my worry is that what if I have forgotten all this stuff and don't come to their expectations? I have problems with being assertive. I tried doing the psychometric test with much honesty as possible. I can get along with people but what if there are some nasty people who will put me down? What if I don't present my ideas clearly?

All these questions are running around my head like a halo of negativity. I don't know what will happen tomorrow :(. It's been a year and 3 months full of rejections. I really want a job involving statistics because I enjoy working with data and presenting results but my questions are Am I really capable to come true to their expectations? Do I really deserve this job? I have only worked as a waitress, as a checkout operator at retail and supermarkets and this is something I see as being high class. Am I really worthy of this?

 

[Nam]

Am I really capable to come true to their expectations? Do I really deserve this job?

Both of these questions will be answered if you are offered the job and if you accept the job. I wouldn't fret over the answer because you can't answer them. What speaks to me is this quote:

I really want a job involving statistics because I enjoy working with data and presenting results

Focus on that. You can do this. Everyone deserves a start.

 

[J_trustno1]

@Nam : I feel that this job is too good for me :(. I always doubt myself whenever I am invited for an interview :(.

 

[Nam]

It's not your job to decide that. It really isn't. You state things honestly. You've passed the tests. Put your doubts aside and let them be the judge of the best you can be. The interview process is also so you can judge them to make sure they are a good fit for you. I believe the job is well suited. Now it's just whether you fit their culture. Put your super hero cape on and carry on.

 

[Nighthawk]

Best of luck. If you don't give it a shot youll never know.

 

[J_trustno1]

@Nighthawk : thanks. I was very nervous earlier on because I am going for an interview after 6 months despite applying for over 200 jobs. It is kinda scary to be rejected at the last moment although I should be used to it by now. I hope that test goes well.

 

[Nighthawk]

@J_trustno1 Cuddos to you for trying :tup: Try to think of it as you are interviewing them. This is a two way street. As much as they need you to fit their critera you need them to fit you. When it comes to jobs it takes so many no's before you get a yes. So I can totally understand you anxiety. I have so much of it I don't even try as I really don't think I am good enough.

 

[Anarchy]

Good luck with it J :hug:

 

[scout86]

You've gotten some good advice here, there's not much I can think to add to it. Remember, this is just about whether they think you are the best candidate they have for the job and whether you think the job will work for you. It is NOT about your value as a person.

You have a strong work ethic and a lot of determination. You care, very much. Those qualities can be hard to find.

Good luck!

 

[Deleted member 12723]

You deserve this job very much and congratulations as it appears you are about to get hired. I too will be looking for a job and I have been a homemaker and caregiver for a very long time so I can relate to all of the questions you have.

I agree with scout that you are worthy and you are not as bad as you think you are and you are better than you think you are.

 

[littlelostchild]

Jess, I am sending you positive thoughts! Be confident and show your passion for data!

:hug:

 

[J_trustno1]

Thanks @littlelostchild :hug:s