And Then There Is Crazyland

[scout86]

It could "accidentally" fall in the toilet..... :devilish:

I don't know anything about things like cloning phones. Beyond that it can be done. Can it be detected? Can it be undone? If there was a way to find out if it has, in fact, been cloned, that would be worth knowing all by itself.

I'm off to research "cloning phones"!

 

[jaccat]

I keep a distance with my family by refusing to phone them. If they want to stay in contact with me they do so by e-mail. I tell them this is because I dislike mobiles (which is true), but it also means I don't have to read their e-mails if I don't feel up to it, and I have time to consider my replies before I respond. And if I don't think their message is worth responding to, I don't have to respond. It's not ideal- they still manage to upset me, but they don't get to know that, and there is enough distance in the written word that it doesn't have the same effect as hearing it.

It also means I have evidence...

They don't like the arrangement, yet they don't have any choice but to live with it. What they don't understand is it's this way or no contact. It's not the first time I've done that. And it's not because I don't love them, because I do, but they are still letting the past control them and they can't even see it.

 

[shimmerz]

they are still letting the past control them and they can't even see it.

This. This is it. And they are living their father's past and carrying forward with his hatred. Abuse by proxy I believe they call it.

Can it be detected? Can it be undone?

The odd behaviour of messages, calls I haven't made, a few other things (and my having been into digital forensics) - well, that makes it clear that there is a clone issue happening here. Up until 2 days ago when the chick called me REALLY upset that I had called her when I didn't, I guess I could have seen it as him (because I didn't want to believe this - eyes wide shut), checking my emails etc. I kept not getting doctors messages - I even said the word clone to a friend and we went out and did a pay phone for a month. It kept dying though and I couldn't afford another one.

Cloning just takes it a step above evil for me. I don't know why. Both are equally abhorrent. It may have to do with the issues I had with the Horror House and the people stalking me. I feel like I am being stalked. Which I suppose cloning of a phone would be. *Shudder*

Seriously, what is it about me that brings out the worst in people. I keep wondering that.

 

[shimmerz]

It could "accidentally" fall in the toilet..... :devilish:

This is actually a very good idea. It made me laugh! That isn't so easy to do today my cloning researching friend!. Thank you!

 

[scout86]

If it happens to be one of those super cool water resistant phones, I know someone who accidentally dropped one into a can of paint. THAT really wrecked the phone. (I still wonder why he thought his shirt pocket was a good place to carry a phone.....)

 

[shimmerz]

I still wonder why he thought his shirt pocket was a good place to carry a phone.....

lol lol lol . I wonder what colour the paint was? Maybe blue????

 

[PlainJane]

I am feeling exceptionally cold and hard hearted today. So my extremely biased and partial opinion towards your dysfunctional family and what you should do is completely in line with @scout86. I think it's such bull that your dysfunctional family is giving you sooo much trouble. I am sorry Shimmerz!! It really sucks, I am at the point where I literally can not talk to any of my family because I will die if I do. Family I put myself in harms way for! I HATE PEOPLE! ish.

Literally the only decent thing I've dreamed in who knows how long, is taking my phone out of my pocket and placing it on the counter top and smashing it with a hammer into a millions tiny pieces. or running it over. But the dream where I get to hit it with a hammer is much more gratifying. This is a literal recurring dream.

I understand that this post probably didn't help you much, but suddenly I feel slightly better.

 

[scout86]

I don't remember, for sure, but yeah, maybe blue.

 

[shimmerz]

can not talk to any of my family because I will die if I do

Yes. This is it! I totally feel this. Die. It is death to me. Not sure what the tie in is but that is what is happening.

But the dream where I get to hit it with a hammer is much more gratifying. This is a literal recurring dream.

This made me laugh SO much! Thank you I so needed that! Yes. I need to find a hammer.

but yeah, maybe blue.

Feels like blue. :wideeyed: