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I am missing my husband so much. I forgot this month was our wedding anniversary. I will not celebrate it anymore. No more happy anniversaries for me. Angry at my sister for calling me and wishing me a happy anniversary. Yuck.
I am in great pain of grief and mourning this day over the death of my husband a year ago. I am wearing his shirt as if it is a hug from him. I realize that the healing process may take a few years. God it hurts so bad.
When medical issues come up it always makes me miss my biological mom. She passed when I was 5. Makes me sad that I can no longer see her face in my memories, and I don't know my direct family medical history. Biological sperm donor medical history is unknown. I don't think we ever stop missing those we loved.
Ah, this brought up a lot of tears. I had a falling out with a friend a few months ago. I miss her terribly but - I know this sounds awful - I miss her animals even more. I was at her place almost every day and strongly bonded to two animals in particular. I don't have any pets and the sudden loss left me very depressed and mourning. There's a huge hole in my heart. It threw me into looking desperately for a pet of my own but I can't afford anything to right now.
My former step grandfather. I no i am not supposed too. I know that he is supposed to mean as little to me as I meant to him, but he was the closest thing I had to a parent.