I posted somewhere around here about feeling stuck and not having been able to start back up and I can't remember who said something like "just do it and stop thinking" , I really can't remember the words but that was the feeling, like whimsically get going! :) I couldn't shake the feeling, then my husband last weekend blurted out again that he just loved my paintings. I started getting down on myself again, that the best ones I did I had given away to people I'll never see or talk to again. I do hands and spheres but I got caught trying to please a very unpleaseable (I know, not a word, sorry, but she is not really a good person so it fits) person. He said the ones have yet to be painted, how cool is that??
So after our window got blown out in a very weird and loud way, literally moments after he said that, I got an visual that I wanted to paint. I got it started and I'm sooooo excited! I had also seen this documentary about a group of artists in the 90s that had ran into each other in New York and just made art, no training, just squatted and did it. The one thing that stood out for me was what one guy said and that was it comes from within, you can learn "how to" but don't let anyone tell you you aren't doing it right. Yours is your voice. I heard that and remembered that for some unknown reason I have always known how to paint hands, ever I was a child. My first art teacher took over one of projects because he thought I was doing it wrong, so I never took it again. I did things myself. Sometimes good sometimes the way they are suppose to be.
I love these post and seeing what you all are doing, they so fantastic!