It seems too simple, so I forget, but I love soaking my feet in a pail of warm water with soothing soap or oil (like lavender, patchouli..)
My ambien got refilled. Oh yeah! :woot: This is NOT the week to change my meds. BUT, realizing how insane I am without knowing if I'll have it does not feel so awesome. :nailbiting::O_o: So I will challenge myself to try no meds (I alternate between a couple), but probably on a weekend night...and then maybe just try that once a week or more if these other supplements (and/or unisom) help.
Helps a lot that I got some affirmation from a second radiologist...I DO have these congenital abnormalities. And I thought I was perfect! :poop: Just kidding. Anyway, they still think my pain is out of proportion. Well, they don't actually know what a 1 in 100,000 cyst feels like, so I'm not letting myself do the "you're right, I guess I don't feel anything" thing. But I'd also believe in my body not knowing how to be "heard" without a huge amount of screaming pain and pressure either...I don't know how to feel or express other things very well. Took years just to get this MRI. I hope this helps me move in a better direction (still therapy + neurology and picky picky self-advocacy and monitoring...I don't need surgery but these things can change or freak out).
Thanks for "being there"...I do appreciate that I can come on here and be my insane self without fear or all that social normalness that I don't have a lot of energy for right now.