BlueOrange
Diamond Member
I went back to work today.
I let the people who wanted to be nice to me be nice to me. I admitted that I was still anxious. I asked a colleague who does the same work for advice on how to cope with the demands of the job (which is a stressful occupation in general).
I explained "What is PTSD?" five times (and gave different explanations to different people). I caught up with two customers, and resolved a difficult problem.
And I'm taking some time to rest, even though there's exciting stuff I could be working on. And I'm going to rest tomorrow, just like my rehabilitation plan says I will.
Pretending that I didn't have a problem was easier emotionally, even though it didn't work over the long term.
I let the people who wanted to be nice to me be nice to me. I admitted that I was still anxious. I asked a colleague who does the same work for advice on how to cope with the demands of the job (which is a stressful occupation in general).
I explained "What is PTSD?" five times (and gave different explanations to different people). I caught up with two customers, and resolved a difficult problem.
And I'm taking some time to rest, even though there's exciting stuff I could be working on. And I'm going to rest tomorrow, just like my rehabilitation plan says I will.
Pretending that I didn't have a problem was easier emotionally, even though it didn't work over the long term.