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My body completely revolted against me during breakfast. I had the mother load of panic, hubs trying to calm me for almost 2 hours, dug out my CDs had them playing to calm, he ended up giving me 2 mg xanax over 3 hours, until the panic wore me down enough to sleep. Slept about 5 hours and I feel so sick now like I have the flu.
Noticed when hubs left and got my script my doc had bumped me up to 3 mg xanax a day. Do NOT want to take that much but today is out of all control. I woke feeling like stomache flu (use your imagination) and major attacks back.
Should I forgo and just not go to inlaws in an hour? Or push it? Am I pushing to hard? I got a little wind beneath my wings and wanted to soar... But like that road runner and coyote... Remember when he had the flying costume and flew smack in the side of a cliff? That is me now.
So take a break (which I am scared to do) like I won't start back, or keep on pushing?
BTW hubs got me batteries for my tazer so if I get in a stupid dog situation I can handle it. Whether or not it is my dog zapped or stray... And my dog is getting amazing at recognizing attacks now. She is all over me in my chair bed and being a gerneral full sniffing all over and rubbing her nose all over my face until I come out of it or go to sleep. She is being so good at helping.
Again keep pushing or take a break and not hit in laws... If this gets out soon enough?
Noticed when hubs left and got my script my doc had bumped me up to 3 mg xanax a day. Do NOT want to take that much but today is out of all control. I woke feeling like stomache flu (use your imagination) and major attacks back.
Should I forgo and just not go to inlaws in an hour? Or push it? Am I pushing to hard? I got a little wind beneath my wings and wanted to soar... But like that road runner and coyote... Remember when he had the flying costume and flew smack in the side of a cliff? That is me now.
So take a break (which I am scared to do) like I won't start back, or keep on pushing?
BTW hubs got me batteries for my tazer so if I get in a stupid dog situation I can handle it. Whether or not it is my dog zapped or stray... And my dog is getting amazing at recognizing attacks now. She is all over me in my chair bed and being a gerneral full sniffing all over and rubbing her nose all over my face until I come out of it or go to sleep. She is being so good at helping.
Again keep pushing or take a break and not hit in laws... If this gets out soon enough?