Skywatcher
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Having a colonoscopy screening tomorrow. Family history makes it kind of necessary. Doing the prep. Spent three days with no healthy veggies, fruit or fiber. Now all I can eat is clear liquids and jello. My anxiety and depression feelings are through the roof. Discovered in therapy that I’m actually mostly afraid of doing this wrong or breaking rules. (Getting “in trouble”)—I know where those younger feelings come from. Today, I read that the lack of fiber greatly impacts serotonin. I’m really sensitive to physical changes. Last night, I read that my prep solution can cause suicidal thoughts. This is SO much fun. Has anyone gone through this with weird emotions and such? Anyone want to virtually hold my hand? Lol