My depression took a dive last week. I am always tired. Even when I'm not tired, I'm tired. I envy people who get sick because all that is expected of them is to rest, eat and watch TV. If that is what heaven is like, I hope I get there one day.
My constant tiredness, not wanting to do anything quite frankly got on my last nerves which, I think, triggered my mood dive. My boyfriend pokes at me playfully but I get mad because I tell him to stop he doesn't stop. And then he gets mad at me because I don't want him touching me. I tell him I'm irritated but it goes right over his head. Sometimes I think about my one bedroom apartment where I used to live alone and I could home without there being anyone there to judge me for not doing the dishes or folding the laundry. I can mind my own business, do my job and live peacefully in my filfth!
My brother and my boyfriend are mad at me. My brother is mad at me because I told him off for breaking up with his girlfriend. I wish I could tell my boyfriend how I feel but he doesn't understand and how can I expect him to. I feel alone.
My antidepressants don't seem to work well all the time, but I don't want to take anymore medicine than I already do.
I work full time and am a student full time. I take of two dogs, a cat and two rabbits which require constant cleaning but I love them so it's what I signed up for.
I'm just tired of being tired. I'm tired of being ugly and fat. I'm tired if not wanting to shower then feeling disgusted with myself because I don't shower.
My constant tiredness, not wanting to do anything quite frankly got on my last nerves which, I think, triggered my mood dive. My boyfriend pokes at me playfully but I get mad because I tell him to stop he doesn't stop. And then he gets mad at me because I don't want him touching me. I tell him I'm irritated but it goes right over his head. Sometimes I think about my one bedroom apartment where I used to live alone and I could home without there being anyone there to judge me for not doing the dishes or folding the laundry. I can mind my own business, do my job and live peacefully in my filfth!
My brother and my boyfriend are mad at me. My brother is mad at me because I told him off for breaking up with his girlfriend. I wish I could tell my boyfriend how I feel but he doesn't understand and how can I expect him to. I feel alone.
My antidepressants don't seem to work well all the time, but I don't want to take anymore medicine than I already do.
I work full time and am a student full time. I take of two dogs, a cat and two rabbits which require constant cleaning but I love them so it's what I signed up for.
I'm just tired of being tired. I'm tired of being ugly and fat. I'm tired if not wanting to shower then feeling disgusted with myself because I don't shower.