Sufferer Cptsd from God knows when. Actually don't remember a time I wasn't feeling horrible

[BigLittle]

Bonsoir Givrali,

Bienvenu au ce forum et encountée. ( Welcome to this forum.)

Hopefully you will find support here and also a lot of dark humor.

Your story has several similar traumatic topics and I just wanna say that you're not alone.

Il y a encore des gens bien dans le monde. ( There are still good people in the world.)


Merci for sharing your story, makes me feel less alone too and I wish you bon voyage on this forum and beaucoup de courage!


Soignez-vous très bien! (Take good care of yourself!)

 

[Givrali]

Bonsoir Givrali,

Bienvenu au ce forum et encountée.

Hopefully you will find support here and also a lot of dark humor.

Your story has several similar traumatic topics and I just wanna say that you're not alone.

Il y a encore des gens bien dans le monde.


Merci for sharing your story, makes me feel less alone too and I wish you bon voyage on this forum and beaucoup de courage!


Soignez-vous très bien!

Hold myself back from correcting all the mistakes.
Well I actually rarely meet someone who wasn't someone good in a way or other. It's more I was so stucked in dissociation I couldn't realize people around were trying to help me. I needed so much time to only acknowledge I wasn't doing good just because I was able to laugh and study at school.
Even my main abuser looks not so bad because he never tried to silence me. Well not that was necessary in my state.... And now he changed and acted very guilty as soon I'm around. Didn't ask questions when I said him to no contact me first never protest about the fact he deserved all the silence and the "I'll only interact with you if i have to".

I'm not able to really ressent him because I just can't see someone as evil or even just bad

 

[PlainJane]

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@BIgLittle I have added translations to the above phrases.

 

[Givrali]

And now I feel bad because I couldn't say thank you and just talk about every single thing I don't agree with. That's why I have hard time making friends or blend into new places.... stupid brain

Thanks for the welcome. I'm happy so many people are coming to great me. Guess I'll look at your presentation now

 

[Agita Kaput]

Il y a encore des gens bien dans le monde.

Does French always sound like poetry?

 

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[BigLittle]

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[BigLittle]

And now I feel bad because I couldn't say thank you and just talk about every single thing I don't agree with. That's why I have hard time making friends or blend into new places.... stupid brain

Thanks for the welcome. I'm happy so many people are coming to great me. Guess I'll look at your presentation now

That's ok. It's difficult with abusers when they are relaxed to you. Very complex.


Then again... the day I cut off my abusers I started to heal in full awareness, which has been like living in a new, and better dimension.


Traumatherapy and EMDR with a lot of selftraining of healthy coping skills, recognizing patterns of thought, etcetera... seems to work. For me at least.


Just know that you deserve a whole lot better than being abused. Most definitie so.


Much strength, courage and selflove I wish for you on your voyage.


Courage