I just wanted to tell you that i also have been diagnosed with both PTSD and Major Depressive Disorder among other things, and i can relate to how you feel. When you said...
"I've been kicking myself in the ass to get through school, to get out of bed, to get out of home. I've been beating myself up as just not working hard enough. I honestly don't know how to put this into perspective it just feels like I should be relieved to know this was bigger than just willpower, but I'm not. I'm frustrated."
it was like you were describing me. I know how frustrating it can be and how hard it can be to even get out of bed sometimes. Its great that you are seeing a therapist and can talk about your symptoms. That in itself is a very big step. I can also completely relate to your feelings of...
"I don't really know how to deal with PTSD and MDD. I just feel so run down, and the anxiety attacks and flashbacks are killing me."
It's been awhile since you have began this thread and i hope your feeling much better now. I wish you the best...
-skye
"I've been kicking myself in the ass to get through school, to get out of bed, to get out of home. I've been beating myself up as just not working hard enough. I honestly don't know how to put this into perspective it just feels like I should be relieved to know this was bigger than just willpower, but I'm not. I'm frustrated."
it was like you were describing me. I know how frustrating it can be and how hard it can be to even get out of bed sometimes. Its great that you are seeing a therapist and can talk about your symptoms. That in itself is a very big step. I can also completely relate to your feelings of...
"I don't really know how to deal with PTSD and MDD. I just feel so run down, and the anxiety attacks and flashbacks are killing me."
It's been awhile since you have began this thread and i hope your feeling much better now. I wish you the best...
-skye