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Whirlwind
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Anyway think about the clarification.
I will, its just likely like other things lately he will be very vague and I don't feel like I am getting a blunt/true answer (something I prefer as I tend to second guess too much). Don't get me wrong, he is a nice man and was very helpful just mostly in the beginning. I guess I just want to end this relationship feeling good not uneasy but this dynamic has been growing between us so it is just likely to move on. It is hard for me to move on to be honest, I fear starting over with someone new, it takes me a long time to relax.
I kept busy so I didn't have to think or feel anything...at least some of the time.
Yes, me too. I throw myself into things, I was happy back then and felt I had a purpose though.
For me it meant when I tried to process the trauma it made everything else in my life fall apart.
I see, that is helpful to hear, some truth in it for me as well.
Thanks for talking with me everyone, Whirlwind